Lilac

Bonus: 53.2

**happens when they traveled to Dallas, TX Chapter 53-54****
***italics means it was said in Korean***

Aila's ears popped, again.

Flying was never something she liked, but she guessed for BTS traveling is an every day routine.

Would she like to travel and ride airplanes all the time?

Ironically, Airplane was blasting in her AirPods, serving as a distraction from the popping.

She bobbed her head to the rhythm of Hoseok's rap.

Damn was the song fucking perfect.

His voice.

The flow.

The dammm music video was a masterpiece.

Hoseok's face is a master piece given by the cosmic energy of the universe.

Or maybe these thoughts had to do with the fact Aila had recently bonded with Hoseok.

Maybe it was the fact Hoseok was a great fuck. With hip thrust movements like the ones Hoseok does, he had to be good. Just thinking of how good he pounded her made her stomach knot with want.

Or maybe his smile is what's invading Aila's mind. She kept thinking about his beautiful smile, his bright personality, how scary he looks when he's judging.

Everything.

She was more mad at herself for bonding, again. Thinking back to how involuntarily it happened with Yoongi and then with Hoseok, she was able to analyze the cause.

The answer was simple: trust.

She had believed so much in the promises their actions held. She trusted them, causing her soul piece to reach out and create the soulmate bond. It pissed her off so much.

They never tried to trick Aila into bonding. She had just been dumb enough to feel their promises.

For one part she felt stupid for believing. How could she be weak to trust feelings? To actually care for them? To act on a simple wimp of the heart? So stupid. Her whole plan could fucking go down hill because of her heart.

Then for another part there was the euphoria that came with bonding with them. It wasn't just the sex. She thought even if the sex wasn't good, her soul wouldn't care. Being touched and loved in such an intimate way between soulmates was unexplainable. Her whole being was on fire. Her skin broke in ripples of pleasure.

All because she bonded to them.

It made her want to bond with the others.

Bonding with Yoongi made her feel wanted, including the ugly scars.

Bonding with Hoseok was a rush of excitement, pushed by his attentiveness to her body and mind.

Different reasons, same outcome.

She hated it. Not having control over her feelings, giving up to the need of her stupid soul piece.

She has been acting so well. She had put up such a perfect show. Her soulmates are pretty much in love with her. Well maybe not in love but she knows a few more pushes and they will be.

The fact that the bond between was open help influence their feelings faster.

A few more touches and attentive acts, smiles and hugs, deep conversation, and they are in.

She wasn't supposed to bond. She wasn't supposed to like them. She wanted them to be in love with her. The idea of having BTS in love with her made her feel powerful. She didn't care to return the feelings. But her game was catching up to her.