Lilac

Chap 32: Trying

**italics means it was said in Korean**

The boys were confused. She was acting like she didn't see them suck each other's dicks on a couch when they had met.
Well Namjoon and Yoongi made sure she didn't see anything but still. They were in their way to the restaurant, a small American breakfast diner. Not too main stream.

To get there they had to go in two cars. First one was Aila, Jimin, Hoseok, Namjoon and Seokjin. The two younger ones went in the second one with Yoongi. Yoongi knew Tae was having a hard time with the bond and Jungkook was just being Jungkook. He wanted to keep them company.

Now Aila was curious about what happened the day before, she just didn't know how to ask. Thank God Namjoon broke the silence.

"Aila, can we talk about yesterday." She had picked a window seat, but turned sideways to face him. The others were sitting behind them.

"I wanted to say sorry, for how we acted. The pulling of the bond made us go crazy. We never have acted that way before."

"Namjoon, I understand, but I do have a question about your relationship."

She waited, thinking of how to phrase her words.

"Are you guys gay?" This took Namjoon by surprise. "It's just I can't see you guys liking men. I feel like you are straight." This was a very hot topic for the media. At the beginning they were called many nasty names. Imagine seven men as soulmates. Gays, fagots, were just the start of the hate. Many people believed they were homosexual, but got thrown off when they had crushes on girls, or made comments about girls, or sang about them.

"We are not gay Aila. We love each other, but don't find others attractive. It's complicated." Namjoon chuckled thinking about everything they had gone thru, and now they are called the biggest boy band of the world.

"I understand. One of Brian's soulmates is a guy and he's having mental breakdowns. He told me he's falling for him but stops when he remembers it's a man."

"Yeah the beginning was really hard for us. We didn't actually start trying anything romantic till 2 years after debut." Aila was blown away by this.

"Did you guys actually wanted to meet your last soulmate?"

"We wanted to and we didn't. The life we have is very hard, we gave up a lot of things. But we made it through because we have each other. Dragging our last soulmate, making them give up their life for us was something we never wanted to do. At first we were always looking, then we decided that if it happened it happened."

The others were listening to Aila's and Namjoon's conversation. They understood bits and pieces, enough to figure out what's going on.

"I'm sorry Namjoon. For running away when I figured out who you were. I didn't think I was strong enough to be with you guys. I still don't think I'm a good fit. I'm just causing problems for you. I..."

Namjoon didn't know what came over him, but he leaned in and kissed her lips, her soft, warm lips. The kiss was just a peck, but his head and body were rushing with the sensation of her. Once he realized what he did, he pulled away and panicked.

"Aila Im sorry, please..." But Aila leaned in this time and kissed him. She was more firm, and pressed their lips closer than he had done. Their lips started to move in synchronization, but Aila had to pull away when a moan escaped Namjoon. His breath became shallow, his head began to spin. Just from one kiss. They sat there, forehead to forehead while Namjoon caught his breath. Never had a kiss made him feel like this. He wanted more.

"Please Aila, let me taste you." He roughly pushed her towards the window, pressed their lips together with a hunger that threw Aila off. He devouring her lips, sucking with moans escaping his mouth. They fought for dominance but Aila lost when she gave him full access to her mouth, tongues fighting over each other. The others couldn't look away, seeing Aila making out with Namjoon was such a turn on for them. Their dicks starting twitching. The noises their tongues were making sound like heaven to them. But as much as Aila wanted to keep sucking Namjoon's tongue she knew they had to stop. She slowly pulled away, giving him butterfly kissed on his lips, cheek, jaw and nose.