Lilac

Chap 25: Lo Siento

A lot of apologizing happened.

The first was Aila to Brian. She had lost her temper but Brian was more than happy with what she told Maria. More because BTS were her soulmates. He was ok with her defending them. He would have done the same if his soulmates were nicer to the love of his life.

Aila then apologized before telling him what really happened when she went on a walk. She told him everything, Including her telling the company to fuck off in a very professional passive way. She told him how she found BTS hiding in the next room and how she came clean about her bond, which was not good news to them.

"How the hell did they find you?! What the fuck? Does that mean they know where we live?"

"I think it was because of the video that trended for a little in twitter remember? They probably went from there? And I completely forgot but they are still able to feel my heartbeat. They haven't seen me yet."

Aila forgot about that one little detail. She felt really dumb.

"Moving on, have you talked to your job? It's been 2 weeks since meeting your soulmates."

He fell completely silence. The meeting with his soulmates didn't go how he imagine it. He was a very romantic, very cheesy man, something that annoyed Aila, but she dealt with it.

He imagined tears and hugs.

"Amor you have to go. I'm sure you're feeling the bond." Yes he did. He felt his chest ache, like something was missing, and the comfort Aila provided was not enough.

"Yeah I talked to them. They are ok with me working from New Jersey. They told me to take as much as I need."

He paused. "I also already got in contact with Van. He insisted in buying my ticket, so he did. I leave in 2 days."

Two days.

In two days she would loose him. Brian pulled her into a hug.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry because I have a chance at bonding with them. I'm sorry because I made promises to always be with you. I'm sorry I couldn't be yours."

This was, technically their breakup. He was Aila's only one. Brian had girlfriends before but the love he felt for Aila was nothing to what he thought love felt.

"Baby, please don't be sorry. I love you and you love me. That doesn't change, soulmates or not."

"But what about you. Your bond is messed up. If they do the tour next year you need to go with them. Take online classes and be with them and try to change your attitude towards them. I know you can." Aila took a deep breath.

"Well what about you! You need to let a guy fuck your ass." Aila winked at Brian and he groaned.

"Do you really have to put it that way!" Aila's laughter echoed thru their apartment. Their small, cozy, perfect for them apartment.

"Baby  you have a man as your soulmate. You should really try to keep your mind open. They belong to you, balls, dick, tits, vaginas and all!"

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Aila felt lonely and broken. She cried most of the night after getting off the phone with Brian. He was trying to keep in contact with her, always texting and calling every night, at least to say goodnight. He could see the change she was having, even if she didn't say anything, Brian knew her the most. It broke him to be away from her, having a great time bonding while she's far away from her soulmates.

Now that he understood how it felt to have the bond pull on your mind, body and soul, he couldn't understand how she did it.

How was she that strong? How did she not go crazy with longing?