Ninjago Oneshots

one last kiss

Kai PoV
"Kai I can't do this anymore. You are always so distant and there's, like, nothing left of the Kai that I fell in love with!", Skylar was crying.

I reached out to her, but then pulled my hand back.

She was right. There was nothing left of me. I hurt her.

Hurt her so badly. She was crying.

I wanted to say something but I choked on my words.

"Kai, it's over! Get your fucking life together!", she yelled.

I turned around. Paralyzed.

I wanted to cry, I really wanted to, but I couldn't. I felt so weak.

I slowly left the room, then the house.

I walked down the street.

Fuck, why did it have to hurt this badly?!

That was the moment when I broke down in tears, right there, on the street.

And I smiled through my tears because finally I could cry.

I didn't see or hear the car coming.

I didn't notice as it came to a stop.

I only noticed it when the driver grabbed my shoulders and started to shake me.

I could hear them yell my name, but I was smiling through my tears.

*slap*. A hand collided with my face.

That brought me back to reality.

"He's lost guys, we should get Wu", Jay sighed.

"No, I think he's regaining focus", Cole said, then he bowed down to me and smiled softly.

"Kai, it's okay. Let's get you off the street", he cooed, as if I was a little kid.

How dare he?! How dare he say it would be alright?! Nothing was alright!

I had just lost the love of my life!

Tears started to block my vision again. I didn't even have the energy to tell Cole to shut the fuck up.

Zane knelt down in front of me and placed a hand firmly on my shoulder.

"Kai, you need to snap out of it and come back to reality.", he started, then continued," take a deep breath, Kai."

So I took a deep breath. That really helped. My focus came back and I could hear the sounds of the city around me.

Zane helped me to my feet. Cole wrapped an arm around my waist and helped me steady myself as they lead me to the car and placed me in the seat.

I spend the drive gazing out of the window,  playing with my sleeve.

We arrived back home in what seemed like hours.

The boys helped me out of the car and we walked up to the door. I steadied myself again, before we entered.

"Kai! What happened?!", Nya called, her voice full of worry.

"We found him crying on a street near Skylar's house" , Jay explained.

I really wished he would've left out the part of me crying.

Lloyd and Nya were sitting on the sofa, staring at me.

"Did you have a fight with Sky?", Nya asked,  trying really hard to sound calm.

I looked away and bit my lip.

"She Broke up...said I need to get my life together...", I mumbled.

Then I stuffed my hands into my pockets.

"She's kinda right, Kai. You haven't been yourself lately. You aren't doing well and it shows", Lloyd said, before standing up and hugging me.

I stared down at him. Was it that obvious?

"Maybe being a Ninja is to much for you at the moment ", Cole thought out loud.

I wanted to tell them, that it was no problem, that I could handle it, but that wouldn't have been true so I stayed silent.

I was not okay...