Ninjago Oneshots

Blood (depressed Kai)

Tw: Depression, self harm, suicide

There was so much blood. It was on his hands, his clothes, the floor.

Kai stared at the mess he had made.

~5 minutes ago~

Kai turned his music louder. He had a fight with Nya and oh, she was angry.

Kai couldn't stand this. He hadn't meant to offend anyone.

Actually he was trying to finally tell the Ninjas about his bad thoughts.

But they got it completely wrong.

They thought he wanted to leave the team and start a new life, while Kai wanted to leave this life behind and fly to heaven.

Suddenly Kai felt a tickling in his left arm.

He rolled his sleeve up and stared at all the scars. He hadn't done it in a while.

But now he grabbed the knife he kept hidden under his bed again.

"Only for one song, then I'll stop"

~our time~

The song had come to an end, but the damage Kai had done was already bad.

Kai chickly changed into a big black hoodie and sweatpants.

Then he took his slightly bloody clothes and tiptoed to the bathroom.

He closed the door and locked it, then started washing the blood out with cold water.

He also washed his wounds.

Since he didn't have bandages he went back to his room.

He grabbed the pair of gloves that covered his arm even over the elbow.

He had bought them after he cut for the first time.

Kai put them on. Then he quickly left the house.

He almost bumped into Lloyd in the process, but Kai didn't even notice.

He walked down the road, away from the city.

Suddenly he stood at a bridge.

Underneath him was the highway, cars driving to fast. If something would be in their way the couldn't hit the breaks fast enough.

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Lloyd walked down the road quickly. He was angry.

Did Kai actually want to leave the team?! Lloyd would talk some sense into Kai.

Suddenly Lloyd stopped.

Kai was climbing onto the edge of the bridge!

Lloyd sped forward and just as Kai let himself fall Lloyd wrapped his arms around Kais waist and held him.

"Kai, what do you think you're doing?!", the green Ninja cried out.

"I'm leaving, you know, flying away", Kai smiled softly at the thought.

Lloyd's eyes widened in shock.

"You can't be serious!", he yelled, pulling Kai away from the edge.

He then hugged Kai tightly and held onto him.

"Lloyd", Kai sighed.

"You could have died, stupid stupid Kai", Lloyd sniffed.

Kai wrapped his arms around Lloyd.

"What do you think I was trying to do?", he smiled sadly.

Lloyd clung to him a little more.

"Why would you do something like this?", the green Ninja continued to sniff.

"I tried to tell you, but you got it wrong and now everybody hates me", Kai burst into tears.

"Nobody hates you. Please, let's go home. They will understand this time", Lloyd promised.

With tears in his eyes Kai nodded.