"It was absolutely nothing. I had no ties. No bittersweet memories. I was leaving nothing behind. Never experienced companionship, never been in love. And in that moment, all I felt was loneliness and regret."
But there's always a first time..
When I got home I finally went to the balcony, took a deep breath of the night breeze and closed my eyes as I leaned my elbows on the cold iron, the city was in complete silence and only the street lights illuminated the sidewalks. When I opened my eyes, I noticed Harry's presence on his balcony, I looked into his eyes and I couldn't help but stare at his lips, which even a few meters away, making me feel a silly feeling in my stomach, I remembered the feeling it was to have them glued to mine.
''Tired?'' Harry's voice drove me out of my thoughts ''Actually no... It must be late now.'' I sighed ''I believe so.'' E shared minutes in silence until I ask ''Do you want to come over for a drink?'' I said ''Sounds good.'' He smiled.
I finally took off my heels and walked to the front door, leaving it open, I opened the fridge and grabbed two beers. Soon I heard Harry's footsteps coming in, I smiled and lifted the beer at him "Oh." He giggled.
''You were very beautiful tonight.'' Harry said looking at the bottle in his hand as soon as we sat on the counch ''Thank you, you were not so bad too.. As always.'' We both giggled, I got up and put on one of my pendrives to play some quiet music on the stereo. Whenever I look at Harry, I remembered his kiss, something about him had changed for me and I think I was really liking him, even though I knew it wasn't the right thing, I missed falling in love.
I walked over to him and held out my hand after dropping my beer on the coffee table, he did the same and stood up smiling, taking my hand as he pull me close to his body, rocking us to the music. I was not wearing shoes, so I was able to rest my face on his collarbone, I felt him looking at me ''What are you doing to me?'' He whispered and pressed his lips on the top of my head, his smell was wonderful ''Harry..'' I looked up into his eyes' 'Hmm?'' He replied softly, I battled my mind over on what to say or whether say anything ''What was it?'' He kept the same tone of voice, I shook my head and we kept our bodies in a synchronized slow dance.
He drowned his face between my hair and closed his eyes, my heart melted by the delicious sensation he was experiencing at that moment, I couldn't help looking at his face again, which was now so close to mine, I admire him so much, since I met him ''Can I ...?'' he whispered, I nodded and in an instant he put his hand on my jaw and kissed me, but now, for real. Again I felt my knees getting weak and when I felt his tongue touching mine, a sigh escaped my nose. His lips moved to my cheek, neck and shoulder, making me shiver all over, we heard a door slam in the hall and I jumped back in response, thankfully, because Egssy came through the door.
