"It was absolutely nothing. I had no ties. No bittersweet memories. I was leaving nothing behind. Never experienced companionship, never been in love. And in that moment, all I felt was loneliness and regret."
But there's always a first time..
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We got in the car and I immediately looked at Harry, who was looking out the window as the car drove away from everyone ''Do you think they're having sex?'' I asked when Harry looked at me "In my opinion is much more than just sex." He let out a giggle making me laugh excited ''This day is officially the craziest day of my life!'' I touched my forehead with the palm of my hand ''Happy?'' I felt his hand hold mine and I looked at him smiling taking my hand to cup his cheek, I still couldn't believe that day had come "Like never before." I approached kissing his lips "You're mine now.'' he whispered, his face still close to mine as he stared at my lips ''Yes, yours.'' I kissed his lips again.
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''Blue? No.'' I said looking at the four vases of flowers on the table, lilies, red roses, white roses and blue roses ''Excuse me, where do we put this?'' I heard one of the helpers speak next to me and I faced her immediately seeing the boxes of white wine on a conveyor cart ''In the kitchen, they will organize the drinks in 1 hour.'' I smiled pleasantly and soon turned my attention to Harry again ''White.'' I said decisively ''Why not blue?'' he insisted ''Why blue tho? Your tie is not going to be blue anyway.'' I said without patience ''Blue means love, romanticism.'' He tried to explain himself ''Just like red, and I don't see you with the same obsession over it.'' I crossed my arms ''But red is very cliché.'' he rubbed his chin with his index finger still looking at the flowers on the table, which needed to be decided today so we could have time to decorate the dinner tables with the theme of the party, which included a romantic English touch ''What's more cliché than marriage?'' I looked at him raising an eyebrow ''White, then.'' He smiled hugging my waist "You really thought about having blue flowers?" I hugged his neck ''No. I just wanted to save more time with you.'' He approached touching my lip and then kissing it.
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''You have never looked so beautiful.'' Harry said as he pulled away from the kiss, I smiled opening the button of his suit and running my hand through the tight waistcoat around his body "We have time, dear." He smiled running his hand along the length of my arm up to my neck where the tip of his cold fingers made me shiver "I want you now, right here." I said approaching "By the time I manage to open your dress, I'm sure everyone would have already finished their food." he said making me laugh, no one could understand what it is to have a Harry Hart dressed up in broom and knowing he is completely yours "Will you still love me when age starts knocking on my door?" He asked still close to my face "Harry, I'm going to love you until when you can no longer lift your friend, even when you need help getting up of the couch or wh...." he cut me off covering my mouth "My God, it's my wedding, not my funeral." he looked at me scared ''I'm teasing you!'' I laughed and kissed him, it was obvious that I was going to love him and desire him until the end of my days, he had no idea how hot he was and kicked out most of 20 year old guys.
I looked at Harry giving instructions in the church to some of the decorators, I arranged one of the entrance flowers and smiled to myself observing all his efforts, maybe I really got it right this time. He wore a white shirt and a black vest on top with a blue tie just to tease me, his pants made him even taller and his upright posture made me undress him mentally. Seeing his arms and hands move as he explained exactly what he wanted was like a painting, I was loving him, as I never loved before, I wanted him, forever.
