"It was absolutely nothing. I had no ties. No bittersweet memories. I was leaving nothing behind. Never experienced companionship, never been in love. And in that moment, all I felt was loneliness and regret."
But there's always a first time..
''Welcome aboard Lancelot.'' Merlin shaked my hand as i entered the room with Egssy ''Thank you, Merlin.'' I watched Arthur and Galahad on the table, we both walked in and sat infront of them ''Here's your welcome gifts.'' Arthur handed us both a watch and a pair of glasses, wich turned on as soon as i putted in my face. After greeting all of the gentlemans that were there, Merlin started preparing us for the next misson, I couldn't help but to feel excited for jorney.
As being arthur's choice, i needed to prepare myself more than everyone there, so i would not let anyone down, Eggsy was a bit younger than me, not so much, only 3 years of difference. We had a great time during the training, some sort of a first good conection, just like he has with Harry, making us three always having each others back, the only difference was the lack of personal talks I share with Harry, because me and Egssy came from a diferente ''generation'', i think, so Harry was always a bit off during dinners or happy hours.
After succeeding my first misson, i got my own house on the same street as Harry and Egssy, a pleasant place on West London, we didn't spend as much time togheter during the first months, since we were basicaly learning how to manage our new life styles.
_______________________________________________________ ''I bought scotch!'' Egssy walked in smiling, handing me a bottle of the finnest Scotch in England, i chuckled ''Is Harry coming?'' I closed the door behind me and walked to the kitchen, where i was making a little cake in the oven ''Eh, you know he is not into birthdays.'' He said as he took his suit off, I rolled my eyes and served us two cups of the whisky ''To many more years ahead, of sneaking parties at our apartaments!'' Egssy said raising up his cup up to a toast ''Yes.'' I smiled and we took a great sip ''Uhh..'' I felt my throat burning ''Indeed.'' He laughed as we heard a knock on the door ''The queen!'' he added, I opened the door to meet Harry standing outside ''I didn't expected to see you here, i'm glad you came.'' I smiled at him ''As much as I think this is not a good idea, I'm glad to see you too.'' He said walking in, I looked back at Egssy that was rolling his eyes at Harry, as soon as the night entered, we had shared a whole bottle of Scotch and eated the delicious chocolate Cake, ended up that Harry had a great time with us.
Getting to know Harry outside HQ really made me interesting in this man, he has a lot of knowledge on many things and for my surprise, was a really nice gentleman to have around, well.. that or was the good alcohol we all had before, although I was happy to share this friendship with both of them. We weren't supposed to tie any laces togheter due to Kingsman's rules but somehow Egssy made his way as fast as he could to turn this serious life-death job, into something really enjoyable sometimes, and I know by watching Harry that he really needed this kind of thing.
