the fixer
I am the fixer that doesn't get fixed.
I don't dare let others know that I am struggling,
I don't dare let anyone get close to me either,
I don't want to feel like a burden to others,
I am scared that if I let someone close to me again.
That I will only get hurt,
That I will get abandoned,
That they will all end up leaving me,
I am used to fighting my battles on my own,
I am used to it.
I am the fixer, I help others but I don't dare let others help me.a.b.
YOU ARE READING
Tarnished Beauty
PoetryYou and I, we have different stories and that's what makes us all individually unique. This is just a continuation of mine- where I try and fix myself, relapsing along the way. I hope this gives you hope or whatever you need to survive.