I'm not stuck in my head
I'm not stuck in my head,
I'm watching the change,
Going on around me,
Shiftless creatures,
Lurk beside me but they can't touch me.
I'm breaking away from the constant fears.
I'm finding my way out of the mess I was in for several years.
"Be patient with me" that's what I said,
But you don't seem to know,
What really goes up inside my mind,
There are words that I can't seem to find– anymore.
It is as if they got up and walked right out of the door.
The same feeling that I have with you–
That you could love me one moment, then shut off your emotions and leave.
That goes for everyone around me.
I'm breaking away from the grip of depression and anxiety,
But that leaves me in the fear of rejection and abandonment.
All these years and days,
People stayed beside me, watching me become my worst enemy.
I still am my worst enemy!
But–
What makes them deserve to see me wearing my crown,
When I finally conquer my demons and take back my throne?
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YOU ARE READING
Tarnished Beauty
PoetryYou and I, we have different stories and that's what makes us all individually unique. This is just a continuation of mine- where I try and fix myself, relapsing along the way. I hope this gives you hope or whatever you need to survive.
