tainted skin

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tainted skin

The scars that taint my skin are faint,
But I feel them.
I know they are there.
I know of their existence,
And what had caused them.
How does that make me feel?
It makes me feel like a freak,
Because when outsiders get a close look of my thighs,
They judge.
They ridicule.
They say, "Why would you do that to yourself?"
They say, "Why couldn't you have been happy?"
They automatically assume I still inflict those red lines on myself.
They automatically assume that I am unwell.
They automatically assume that I need their intrusive comments.
When in reality, I rather them to be ignored.
When people point them out, it makes me wish I cut deeper.
So word of advice,
Fuck off.

a.b.

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