dear parents: a letter
I haven't come clean to you for the past few years. Now, that is biting me in the ass. Since I've got to university my mental health has taken a toll. I am more anxious and depressed than I ever was. Why do I say that? Your little girl had a lot of panic attacks, cried herself to sleep and thought about ending her life again. I am writing this letter because I am now going to get the help that I deserve. I started going to counseling for about 2 months now. Now I'm going to a physician because I had to have an emergency counseling session due to the fact of the night prior. I wasn't at the lowest I could be and I had a severe panic attack. I'm going to see a physician in a couple of hours. I'm going to get medication by using our insurance and if you are involved, I will tell you that I'm not fine and haven't been for a while now. I just hope that you won't look at me differently or ridicule me, saying that everything that I went through is in the past or that I should just grow up. I just hope that you accept me and are proud of me for getting help.
a.b.
YOU ARE READING
Tarnished Beauty
PoetryYou and I, we have different stories and that's what makes us all individually unique. This is just a continuation of mine- where I try and fix myself, relapsing along the way. I hope this gives you hope or whatever you need to survive.
