You Like Me, Right?

Chapter 30

Moonbyul's POV

People say, once you love someone, you'll start to see your future together-- building a family, having a stable life, and a happy relationship. Minute by minute, you can't take her off of your mind. Even if you're a busy person, still, she will manage to slip in your thoughts like; what is she doing, did she eat, who is with her, does she thinks of me just like how I think of her, and all.

Mostly a normal person is grumpy when it comes to waking up in the morning, especially if you have so much work to do. Who likes to work when your body feels exhausted? I guess no one right? But not for me since my motivation is at work.. my happy pill is there.. my yongsun is there.

Yup, mine.

I guess you guys deserve a little flashback, so here it is.

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"I'm asking you to be my girlfriend."

I was anxious as I said the words I've been wanting to say since I laid my eyes at this woman. My lips are trembling just by looking at yongsun's expression. She was just staring at me as if she's still reading my thoughts or what, and I'm starting to regret asking it.

Regretting because maybe I'm going too fast in this relationship. She is in the stage of processing the idea of what am I to her, and now I'm asking her to be my girlfriend.. maybe she's still not ready? Am I pressuring her?

I was in between the thoughts of saying "just kidding" or "man up, be confident". This setup is really nerve wrecking that I feel I'm about to faint by just waiting for yongsun's response. I am not afraid of rejection since yongsun's was rejecting me for more than half a year but still, I can't help it. I thought I am ready for this, but now that it is happening I just want to cover my ears and run.

"If you're--" I was about to speak but yongsun immediately put her finger next to my mouth, making me stop for what I was about to say.

She was quiet, so quiet that it's making me tense.

The finger she uses to shut me off trails to my cheeks as I feel her softly caressing it, as if she was admiring my feature under this bright moonlight. And me? I don't know what to do. Is this a sign that she's accepting what I ask or she just feels pity for me because she have to reject me?

I was in my deep thoughts when I feel a force pulling me into her. That's when I realized she was pulling my face to lean into hers. I didn't stop her, I let yongsun pull my face towards her because I think that's the right thing to do. And just a few seconds later, those lips I've been tempting to taste again softly pressed in mine.

I'm in a state of euphoria.

She kiss me.

And it's not just an ordinary kiss, it was her answer. Earlier I was doubting her response but now, I think I have a chance. I think God's is on my side.

We kiss each other passionately, not rushing every movement because we both know it was a memory worth to cherished. Everything was playing in slow motion, actually. I feel like we're the only person in this world and I hope this will last forever.

"Yes.." Yongsun softly whispers when she parted her lips away from me as she places her forehead in mine.. and oh my god I feel like dying when I heard that three little letters.

"I'm officially yours, moonbyul."

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Now you know why I'm happy?