Illegal (completed)

Chapter 176

Tiffany: yes...
"I went to the bedroom and William followed me"
William: do you want me to come inside?
Tiffany: yes
William: do you need anything?
Tiffany: no thanks
"I laid on bed and William sat on a couch that was there"
William: was Charlie mad at me?
Tiffany: no he acted like it was something normal and he knew it would happen
William: I think we need to let it go
Tiffany: right
"I closed my eyes and when I opened them William was still in my room"
Tiffany: how long did I sleep...?
William: 7 hours
Tiffany: so Henry didn't come to sleep?
William: he came and changed his clothes then left to sleep in another room
Tiffany: why don't you sleep?
William: I think it's better if I'd stay awake
Tiffany: go to your room I call you if I need anything
William: I don't know
Tiffany: your room is so close to mine..I'll call you
William: if you say...
"He left the bedroom and I couldn't help but all of sudden I started crying now I become a murderer and a cheater...I killed Benjamin...I ordered it because I wanted revenge otherwise I could hold my daughter in my arms so soon..."
Charlie: it will be alright
"And sudddenly I heard Charlie's voice, at first I was shocked but it was like he was laying next to me"
Tiffany: how...
Charlie: you wished William was here don't you?
Tiffany: of course not!
Charlie: I know I was kidding...
Tiffany: shouldn't you be with Juliette?
Charlie: don't worry about her you need me more now
Tiffany: but how are you here?
Charlie: why do you blame yourself?
Tiffany: I am the reason why Benjamin is dead
Charlie: you wanted revenge it was fair
Tiffany: but he was a person
Charlie: our daughter could be too
"I started crying"
Charlie: babygirl...
Tiffany: can you stay here? Like always?
Charlie: whenever you want me
Tiffany: how about forever?
"Suddenly I heard the door opened"
William: are you ok?
Tiffany: yes?
William: was Henry here?
Tiffany: no
William: but I heard
Tiffany: I wasn't talking
William: ok...
"William left the room and when I turned Charlie wasn't there anymore obviously I just thought he was here...but it felt too real...god...I need him"
Charlie: I told you I'll be always here what's the matter now?
Tiffany: no no I'm not crazy I know you are not here
Charlie: really? You don't feel me here?
Tiffany: no I don't I don't want to be known as a crazy girl so please
Charlie: if you don't feel it then why you still talk to me?
Tiffany: because after all you are the one I love I can't ignore
Charlie: you are not being crazy babygirl you are just lost the need inside of your mind and heart won they make you to see these things
Tiffany: you think so?
Charlie: I'm sure
Tiffany: I'm lost...yes I am I lost everything my family...and my only hope...our daughter god
Charlie: don't think about it now you have me here all the time as long as you want
Tiffany: it's not normal it's kinda crazy
Charlie: you need sleep then everything would be easier to deal with
Tiffany: I'm afraid that you wouldn't be here anymore when I wake up
Charlie: I thought you said you think it's crazy
Tiffany: and it is but I want to believe this lie this can keep me alive
Charlie: then I'll be here again now sweet dreams babygirl
"I closed my eyes to the lie right in front of me it wasn't true and I knew it very well but some lies are just...different"