Illegal (completed)

Chapter 43

"I went on his lap and did the things I had to for his I had obviously turned him on which was that exact thing that I was trying to do well he didn't get a very cool reaction from me when he tries that one too...I'm not that kind that he can try to play with...I closed my eyes as I tried to kiss somewhere around his lips even though it started being disgusting for me and I couldn't do it at all! But after I was done with him I could feel how much he had enjoyed it and made him to have desire for more...much more...as much as possible...when I was going to give him nothing!"
Charlie: deal is made already or do I need yo waste more energy on this stupid subject?
That man: no the deal is already made...60, 40
Charlie: No way I want 80
That man: then what would be for me?
Charlie: 20 is enough for you you can make a great play ground since you are nothing but a kid
That man: the problem is I can't really say no to her or you so...I accept but only if she would be my maid for the resf of this month
Charlie: that's quiet interesting but no I can't make the deal like this sorry!
That man: wait wait sorry ok...we'll go as you want
Charlie: better now
"I could feel when he said it with his usual fucking smirk...meanwhile the question I was asking myself was that...what if I would accept to be that man's maid and just shout out ' I want to go with him!'? Charlie would probably kill both of us so easily but the question was...which one could be a better life for me? Probably anything better than Charlir could make a great life for me...after that whole deal thing was done I was laying on the ground of the library thinking about who could treat me better than him...I found out many guys might want me but my answers weren't much... Henry and Harry...They killed 'my' Harry so Henry...and I can't be with the murderer of my world! He was my everything! So not Henry too which means only Charlie left here...and the stupid point of this is...nobody can treat me better than him! He treats me bad...I should tell him that what he does is hurting me"
Charlie: what are you thinking about?
"I hate the way Charlie just enters wherever he wants"
Tiffany: about that how fucked up my life is with you and what can I do to make it better
Charlie: and what can you do?
Tiffany: literally nothing
Charlie: good so don't do something which makes me to do something that I don't really want to!
Tiffany: like what? Treat me worse? Is this even possible?
Charlie: I don't act bad to you!
Tiffany: yeah yeah sure
Charlie: tell me what do you want to get by this whole thing
Tiffany: I want you to trust me and that's it
Charlie: if I didn't trust you, you weren't here right now
Tiffany: but I don't know anything about you!
Charlie: knowing somebody's past or problems doesn't make you to know them better it just might hurt them more than it already does...
Tiffany: but you know everything about me and my whole life!
"The first step was knowing Jessica...it was on my nerves so bad...by the way... after some hours Charlie left the house and he forgot to take his phone with him...it rang a couple of times then I saw maybe it's better if I would answer and say 'sorry he can't talk right now he is out and he forgot his phone but from my good luck as I answered I heard Henry's voice"
Henry: hey Tiffany
Tiffany: hey...
Henry: Charlie is out isn't he?
Tiffany: yes?
Henry: his last ride maybe...go save him! Go go! Save your love your only one! Your everything
Tiffany: I had somebody who was like this for me but you killed him you killed Harry...
Henry: sad...now you have to deal with Charlie's death also! So take it girl!
"And he hung up! Just like that!"