Chapter 138

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"I didn't sleep...not even a second I just didn't like to see his face...I want to go home to my daughter...my husband god how much I miss them...My tears started falling slowly...I cried till morning and when Henry woke up to go out I closed my eyes to pretend I'm sleeping but after a few minutes he slowly moved my body"
Henry: Tiffany wake up
"I kept my eyes closed...still pretending I was really sleeping"
Tiffany: what is it?
Henry: were you crying?
Tiffany: what!?
Henry: your eyes are red and your pillow is wet
Tiffany: I don't know I was having a bad dream...maybe...
Henry: is there something I can do about it?
Tiffany: Henry...
"I sat on bed"
Tiffany: I can't be far from my child...you have no idea how bad it hurts...please if you like me even a little bit let me see her or at least talk to her
Henry: I don't like you, I love you! And it's so much but I'm sorry...I can't do this I might lose you that way
Tiffany: you can't lose something that you don't have
Henry: listen...I do anything I die for you but it's too risky...I can't
Tiffany: I...let you make out with me if you let me talk to her 2 hours everyday and I need to hear Charlie's voice too so...
Henry: I can't accept this not when I know you'd be thinking about someone else when you are kissing me
Tiffany: what else can I do!? I'm trying everything!
Henry: start loving me kiss me with passion the feeling that you have for 'me'!
Tiffany: I can't control my feelings and stop loving Charlie to love you instead
Henry: same! I can't control my feelings about you too
Tiffany: but if Charlie loved somebody else I would back off because I love him so much and I want him to be always happy the way he wants
Henry: I'm going
"He went out of the room I started acting toxic...breaking many things by throwing them tearing some clothes while crying if I stay here a few more days I would compeletly lose my mind while I was throwing those glasses, perfume cases and breaking the mirror I cut both my hands and it was bleeding but who cares? When the only thing on my mind is the family I lost I closed my eyes for 1 second and as opened them I was in hospital and...Charlie was there he was really there I couldn't help but crying"
Charlie: shushh calm down
"I could hear those sounds of machines and all...that you hear in hospital...you know"
Tiffany: what happened to Henry
Charlie: doesn't matter
"He kissed my forhead and I grabbed his hand"
Tiffany: don't leave me...please don't leave me I'd die without you...
Charlie: don't say that!
Tiffany: where is Juliette?
Charlie: waiting outside, Tiffany stay strong
Tiffany: I just want to close my eyes and sleep but I don't want to miss a second I can spend looking at you and talk
Charlie: you shouldn't close your eyes
Tiffany: why not?
Charlie: it's dangerous you shouldn't do it
Tiffany: why dangerous I don't understand
Charlie: Tiffany stay strong for me and Juliette please
Tiffany: just don't leave me anymore
Charlie: I won't
Tiffany: then I'm the strongest
"I smiled"
Charlie: you look even prettier when you smile
Tiffany: I didn't smile when I was with him only fake ones, I couldn't do it for real
Charlie: Tiffany! Don't fall asleep please try to talk to me try to stay here
"We both knew what would happen if I close my eyes we both knew if I'd close them I would never be able to open them again the desire of a last kiss was gone wanting to hug my daughter for one last time nothing matters...there was no chance no time anymore since the first moment we knew...me and Charlie we both knew we can't end up together the love we had was real but not enough to fight the demons...my eyes closed I didn't have the control of them"

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