𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐙𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐒; 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

share your pain

ships - sambucky (sam wilson & bucky barnes)

fandoms - the falcon and the winter soldier, mcu

warnings - injury(kinda), bucky panicking, panic attack,

"we were something, don't you think so? rosé flowing with your chosen family and it would've been sweet if it could've been me"

soulmate!au
you feel the same pain your soulmate feels
Gay_Ketchup here you go! i actually really like this prompt so much

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bucky was sure he didn't have a soulmate, or he did but whoever it was will probably refuse to be with him. because who wouldn't? he probably made them feel awful with what he's been through and still after.

plus bucky didn't want a soulmate; he's always found the idea stupid. he wanted to be with whoever he wanted, he didn't want that chosen for him, but that's not how things work..

him and sam had been on a mission, and sam had done something completely stupid, something like steve would do- and he had hurt himself really badly.

sam laid on his back, panting softly, holding his left arm. he raised his head trying to find bucky, who had his back facing sam.

"uhh.. buck- can you help me out?" sam asked

bucky let out heavy breaths taking a moment to answer sam.

"sam... did you- did you hurt your left arm," he said in a hushed tone.

"uh- yeah why?"

"my.. my arm- my left one... it hurts.. and i'm kinda freaking the fuck out"

sam sits up, still holding his arm; looking at buckys back

"bucky.. turn around"

bucky shook his head, pulling his knees to his chest, as he let out quiet mumbles that are barely audible.

sam lets out a huff getting irritated, "bucky, what are you saying?? i just wanna make sure you're alright"

"you're not- i thought he- i mean.. i" he didn't finish.

sam made his way to bucky, gripped buck's shoulders even though it caused one of his arms pain, he turned bucky are so he was facing himself.

he looks like he had been crying, his face was puffy and his eyes were red and watery, sam frowned his face laced with concern.

"buck?" sam says softly, taking buckys face into his hand, bucky leans into the touch, as he placed a hand onto sams.

bucky seemed to be calming down, but he was still really agitated.

"sam.." bucky says, "i think we're-" he was cut off before he got to finish what he was saying.

"i know.. i've known" 

bucky lets out a laugh as he began to tear up again, "i thought it was steve... i always thought it was him, even when he left us- we just-" he didn't get to finish before he broke down in a sob, sam just brought the other closer hugging him tightly, bucky holds back onto him eagerly.

"it's alright buck," sam says softly "it's a stupid soulmate thing we don't have to do anything about it" he finishes with a frown and a pang in his heart, as much as it hurt him to say it; it was probably what bucky needed to hear right now.

bucky shakes his head and looks up to sam, with those red watery eyes, that seemed to be full of hurt and hope?

"i- i know we don't.. but i want to- i may have loved steve, but i love you too- so yeah" he laughs softly running a now freed hand through his short hair before finishing "let's try it.. if that's okay"

sam's heart felt as if it was about to jump right out of his chest, he felt so happy right now, bucky- he actually returned his feelings back.

sam just surges forward and kisses bucky softly, bucky was taken aback for a moment but he soon kisses sam back deepening the kiss, they stayed that way for a moment before pulling away and resting their foreheads on one another's.

sam moves away from bucky, as he gently holds the other's face in his hands grinning widely.

"i thought your arm was hurt?" bucky says chuckling.

"it is," sam tells him, "but i'm way too excited to give a fuck" he tells him as he pecks buckys lips.

bucky giggles, "you're a fucking idiot wilson"

"screw you barnes" sam grins

"i counting on it"

"oh are you now?" sam asked smirking

bucky lets out a hum, and kisses sam wrapping his arms around his neck, he pulled away resting his forehead back into the other mans "yeah"

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i rushed this, so it's really shitty so sorry lmao
also, it's late and i'm kinda tired (:
and it's really short i'm sorry !!

i hope you liked this though

also another natsby oneshot soon maybe tomorrow or when i get home.

-mac