𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐙𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐒; 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

just friends

ship - jorty (forty quinn  & joe goldberg)

fandom - you netflix

warnings - smut, murder(mention), drugs(mention)

“your heart belongs to someone else you know i'm here to keep you company, company. but i can't help but feel it's not enough for me”

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“forty are they real?” joe said as he came stumbling out of the bathroom “are my hands, are-”

'woah'

forty was sitting on the ground knees to his chest as he was staring up at the whitebored (the whiteboard that could easily found out how beck actually died how i killed her and framed nicky)

“i figured it out” came the words from forty's mouth “and you were right. it wasn't sociopathy. it was a crime of passion by someone who loved her.” he finished

'where is he going with this?'

he started again “but dr.nicky didn't love her. she was just his side piece. her ex-boyfriend loved her, though”

“what ex-boyfriend” i ask knowing it was me, he was right i did love beck

“she mentions him a few times in the book casually. never even by name, he seems harmless, but he murdered her in a jealous rage, and he framed dr. nicky”

i reach over to the desk and grab a piece of the broken glass, i needed to kill him, he knew to much, he kept talking though

“nobody suspected him, though, he's just a... normal guy”

i keep walking over to him, he keeps talking

“like you or... me” he takes a minute before speaking again “you want to know how i figured it out?”

'i was ready to kill him i am ready to kill him'

“i'll tell you how i know” he sounds like he was holding in a sob “because it's exactly what i did”

he looks over to me his eyes red and glazed with tears

“i was in love with sofia” he smiles a little but it quickly fades “our au pair, my parents said i was to young, but... i wasn't” he nods “i loved her and she loved me, it wasn't just some dumb crush” he looks on the verge of tears his voice is raspy he looks away from me “it was love, when i found out she was seeing some college guy, i felt this rage inside me, like an animal made of teeth and fire and i blacked out” he looks down then back up, back up to me.

his voice cracked as he spoke again “and i killed her” he quietly sobs “i came to, and i was standing over her, my parents made it look like a suicide made it go away”

i kneel down to him i don't know how to take in what forty just told, he may have his bipolar outbursts but i don't think he could kill anybody not forty atleast

'i felt bad(?) for him'

“do you know... how painful it's been? to carry around a secret like that?”

i set the piece of glass down. 'more then he'll ever know'

“you were just a kid” i put my hand on his shoulder he watches my actions “a confused kid” he looks back to me “you're forgiven”

'he really is'

“you don't think i'm a monster” his voice sounds sad and distraught

“no” i smile at him “i think you have a bright future” he smiles his eyes moving downwards