𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐙𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐒; 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

i don't hate you, not even a little bit

ships - moki (mobius m mobius & loki)

fandoms - loki (tv)

warnings - self-hatred, angst, loki is sad, prob ooc but idc

mobius doesn't hate loki
ficlet/drabble
kind of a vent for myself
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loki sat on the floor knees to his chest, as he stared at his feet not knowing what to do, not knowing how to feel.

after seeing what he's done, seeing his future that he never got.. not really he just didn't know how to feel about any of it, but he still hated himself for it, hated himself for what his future self? his other self did what did.

he felt mobius' presences now, probably come to do what was originally supposed to happen to him, loki was going to be reset nothing he could do about- no nothing he wanted to do about it, he didn't care at this point, not anymore.

he looked to mobius with broken sorrow-filled eyes, and mobius just frowns.

"loki-" he says

loki just shakes his head cutting the other off, "i don't enjoy hurting people.. i really don't.. i do it.. because i have to.. because i've had to.."

mobius' frowned deepened he didn't like seeing loki like this but maybe this would get them somewhere, but he didn't want to worry about the task or the other variant of loki.. all he cared about right now was this loki.

"loki-" he tried again but was once again cut off by loki.

"you probably hate me.. i mean more than you already do, i am fucking up your timeline and screwing shit up like i always have, like i always do.. i mean i get it, i... i hate me too and all the shit i have and haven't done.."

without hesitation mobius made his way to loki and sat beside him, he looked at loki and spoke again.

"loki.." loki was looking at him now, mobius just smiled gently loki searching his face before speaking again.

"loki.. i don't hate you, i don't hate you at all.. even though it goes against tva protocol and shit i- i actually care a lot about you.. like i told you i'm a fan but really i do- do care about you"

loki lets out a chuckle, "you're a liar.. or just crazy.. or both"

mobius grabs hold of lokis shoulders and looks at him intensely as he spoke, "i'm not a liar, and maybe i'm crazy but i'm no liar so listen to me loki laufeyson i care about you"

loki searches mobius' face for any indication that the other man was lying, but there was none all mobius had said was true, he did care about loki more than loki knew.

in the spur of the moment loki too caught up in his own feelings about everything before he could stop himself he was kissing mobius, and much to his surprise mobius was kissing him back eagerly.

loki pulled away and moved away from mobius looking at his feet again.

"fuck" loki breaths out, "i'm uh.. sorry about that, i don't know why i did that much like most things i do"

mobius just grins slightly to himself and looks to loki, who was looking at him.

"hey, don't be" he chuckled "i enjoyed it"

loki just shakes his head now smiling at the other man beside him, "yeah.. okay"

they sat like side by side in silence for what felt like an eternity, but soon mobius is going to have to ruin this moment between themselves, asking loki to help the tva, but that's then, this is now.

for right now, they just had this, whatever this was.

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once again this was a vent.
i may actually write something good between them soon but for now take this (:

also if you get the title let's date <3

— mac