Imagine Your Crush

9. Insecurities

Oneshot: #9
Name: Insecurities
{Not Requested}

You stared at the mirror. You couldn't help but grimace at the "ugly" face looking back at you in the mirror. Stretch marks littered your thighs and belly. You sighed, trying to draw your eyes away from the mirror. It was as if someone else had control of your mind though, forcing you to keep looking at the "piece of trash" staring back at you. Tears rimmed your eyes.

It wasn't fair!! How can literally everybody else look perfect and flawless and your just there?! What if (C/n) was only dating you because he felt bad for you? It wouldn't surprise you. Speaking of the devil, (C/n) walked in. He came up behind you and wrapped his arms around you waist before kissing your neck. He looked in the mirror and smiled until he noticed your glossy eyes.

"What's wrong, Love?"

"Nothing." You blinked away your tears. You knew he didn't believe you but you were thankful he didn't push it.

A few hours later, you took a walk to clear your mind. When you got back, you went into your room to put your keys away when you saw (C/n), (B/f/n), and (C/n/f) moving the... t.v.?

"Uh, guys?" You questioned, letting them know that you were there.

"Oh, hey Love. You're back early." (C/n) smiled at you.

"Yea... what are you doing with the t.v.?"

"We're having a movie night!" (B/f/n) cheered. You smiled and helped them. You watched your top three favorite movies, _______, _________, and _______ before (C/n/f) and (B/f/n) left.

"Thank you for tonight." You mumbled sleepily to (C/n).

"Anything to make my gorgeous girlfriend happy." He kissed your temple and cuddled you until you both fell asleep.
..........

(a/n: you're still in school. I don't care if it's college or high school but you're in school)

It's the next day and you just got your test from last week back. You got a B; no minus, no plus. It bummed you out a bit but you smiled nevertheless, reminding yourself that a "B" is still a passing grade.

You sat down at the table you normally ate lunch at, waiting for (C/n), (B/f/n), and (C/f/n). (B/f/n) was the first to sit down looking super excited.

"What's up?" You chuckled at her excited behavior.

"You know my science teacher who never gives out A's? No matter how good they score, he just doesn't do it because he's an old grump?"

"Yes..." You trailed off waiting for her to continue.

"Well..." Her smile only grew as she reached into her bag and pulled out paper. "I GOT AN A+!!! (Y/n) this is so exciting!!" She squealed, handing you the paper. (B/f/n) has always pushed herself to do the best and she wouldn't allow herself to do any less then the best. It was one of the reasons you looked up to her.

"Wow." You said amazed. Part of you was completely bummed out but that didn't matter because you were happy for your bestfriend. Your voice, however, didn't show that. (B/f/n) frowned.

"What's wrong?" She asked curiously.

"Nothing. I really proud of you!! My voice just didn't want to show it." You laughed. Her smile returned and she giggled with you.

"Hey girls!" (C/f/n) winked at (B/f/n) and (C/n) kissed your head. Throughout lunch, you were quieter then usual. (C/n) noticed and frowned.

"Baby, what's wrong?" He asked as you walked to your next class.

"Nothing." You smiled, shrugging it off.

"Please don't lie to me. I know somethings up." His eyes were pleading and you mentally cursed yourself for being stupid enough to show signs of not being alright. Sighing, you decided it was best not to keep this from (C/n). I mean, he is your boyfriend after all.

"I, um, I have been very self conscious lately." You admited. (C/n)'s eyes softened even more then they already were.

"(Y/n), baby," (C/n) paused and sighed before gripping your hand tighter and tugging. "C'mon. Let's go."

"W-wait what? Where are we going?" You asked very surprised as (C/n) pulled you in the direction of the exit.

"We're skipping because apparently I haven't been showing my princess enough love." He replied and you blushed.

"Oh, no, no. We don't have to do that. And you do show me enough love I just- I... I'm not smart or pretty or skinny..." You trailed off.

"Of course not, baby! You're a genius. You're beautiful. And you're prefect size. I know you don't see it but you are fat or ugly or stupid. You're the best cuddler and hugger out there. And you're a great kisser, too." He winked causing you to blush a little. "You're a great friend and an amazing sister. Someday, you'll be the best mom and wife. You have a heart of gold and there is no one on this earth I'd rather be with then you."

"Really? Not even (P/g/n) (pretty girl's name)? Or (S/g/n) (smart girl's name)? Or—"

"Yes. Really. Because I love YOU. And nothing will ever change that. Now, let's go."

"I love you, too, but where are we going?" You asked curiously.

"To get ice cream, duh." He said in a joking tone before chuckling. You giggled with him before you spoke again.

"Race ya' to the car!!"