Unloved the Story of My Life

Chapter 34

(CPOV)

I made love to Isabella for the first time, when I say first time I mean for the first time in my existence. I lay there rubbing my hands up and down Isabella's arm how I do love her I may not show it but I do. I had time to think about my actions and realized every action had a consequence that all most cost me my family. Family that sounded weird because I never thought I would have one after my change, sure I called Aro and Marcus brother but that is just it. Ha you would think we are really related at the way we argued and fought sibling rivalry that's the word I was looking for. I need to gather my thoughts together on how to proceed with Isabella I want her to return with mr and be part of the Volturi, but rule as queen beside me. 

"Isabella I'm am going to go hunt I'm feeling a little bit thirsty" I look at her wondering if she will call me out on my lie.

"Oh OK that's fine I was just going to go take a shower anyway unless you would like company" she said getting up from the bed.

"No you go take a shower and I'll be back later"  I watched her walk out the room before I got dressed to leave making sure I had my cell phone with me I left.

I made it to Seattle before it started raining that's all it does in this god forsaken town just fucking rain, the only good thing is theres hardly any sun.  i walked around looking at the stores trying to find what I'm looking I don't have any idea what I'm looking for but I will know when I see it. I made up my mind in a way I guess I grew up some I'm asking Isabella to marry me. She doesn't look like the type that will want a  big diamond something simple yet elegant and beautiful a queen.

The big jewelry stores didn't have what I wanted so I'll walk around for a few more minutes if not I will keep searching. I finally saw a little shop that had atquics in it something is drawing me it to.  I heard laughter coming from my left stupid humans always giggleing and shit fucking nerve wrecking if you ask me. the filthy piece of shit had nerve enough to stop in front of me.

"you know you shouldn't be out here alone in rain getting wet I have an umbrella we can share" she said looking at me under her lashes is that suppose to be sexy because if that's her attempt its not besides I'm on a mission.

"No thank you now get the fuck out my way" I said side stepping and walking across the street.

"wow you re like really fucking rude I could of fucked you six ways till Sunday stupid asshole fuck you to" I looked around to see her flip me off  that bitch I will teach her a lesson. I said I grew up and changed on in the aspect of Isabella but at the same time I'm still Caius Motherfucking Volturi. I will be treated with respect I destroyed vampires for being disrespectful I will destroy humans to hey I don't  discriminate young old handicap I don't give a fuck I demand respect.

"You know what I think I will take you up on your offer I didn't know it rained this much here you see I'm from Italy I'm caius and you're" I said smirking knowing how this will end if she only knew

"Jessica so your from Italy huh so what bring to Seattle I'm from Forks actually I was just like doing a little shopping" she said smiling

"I'm here with my children mother soon to be fiancee she from forks I was just looking for a ring" that's the truth I thought.

" whats her name forks is really small everybody knows everybody" she said as she stopped walking and narrowed her eyes at me. oh how I want to gauge them out but I will re-frame for now until we get to more secluded place.

"Isabella Swan"

"Wow you must have low self esteem to fuck with that when was in high school she went with this dude Edward and he dumped her in less than a year she couldn't even keep satisfy him what a stupid bitch are you sure that's what you want to marry I mean nobody has seen her in like years, you don't have to lie she has no kids if she did that would of been like the talk of the town." she said laughing. If she say the word like one more time I'm going to rip out her damn tongue o she know when to shut the fuck up.

"We have two kids twins actually Caius and Charlotte and if i was you i would re-frame from speaking ill about her" I snatched her in a alley and drained her the garbage can looks like the right place for her.

I walked back to the little shop I had seen hoping to find something there.

"You know pops you shouldn't play with you food that's not nice" Caius said walking up "what are you doing here anyway mom said you was hunting but it looks like your exploring. he said smirking i swear looking at him was like looking in the mirror I don't see why I denied them in the place that shouldn't even had happened I have a lot to make up for

"well I would like for you all to return to Volturi with me and I'm trying to make things right to show Isabella shes the one i want. I'm looking for a ring so I propose to her I hoping this shop will have what I'm looking for." i signed

"I will help you find something I do know mom better than you, but father or not you hurt her one more time I will turn you into a pile of ashes before you can blink" he looked at me dead in the eye to show he was serious.

We walked in and got to looking around and there it was the ring was perfect I called Caius over to show he nodded his head in agreement. it was paid for and in my pocket as when ran back to Forks. Lets just hope she says yes

I wanted everything to be perfect I would of made a romantic dinner like they do in the movies or went to reastuart but we don't eat so I lit candles and put Rose pedals down I have no fucking clue what I'm doing hope it works.

Isabella came in and looked around looked at me with a eyebrow raised

"Caius whats the meaning of this. she asked as she turned around in a circle looking at the room. its now or never I thought to myself so I begun

"Isabella I know our relationship wasn't the best and from the first time I saw you I knew you was mine I didn't accept fate and fought so hard against it and you, for that I will apologize for the pain and tears that I caused to be truthful I got off on causing you pain do you know how many times I wanted to say to cry me a river and drown in it." I had to laugh at that one I know this ain't the how you suppose to propose but hey I'm Caius all she can say is no taking a deep breath I continued " I know I wasn't the loving and caring man you deserved and I lost so much time with you and our children, I don't want anymore time to pass you're it until the end of times and I do love you even though you might not believe it but i do., when I return to the Volturi I want you to right there beside me ruling as queen so with that I ask you Isabella Swan will you marry me".  I held the ring out and looked at her.

"Caius"

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