Unloved the Story of My Life

Chapter 16

(BPOV)

I been sitting in my room bored out of my mind. What am I going to do now. I asked Gianna about Caius but all she said was he's on an assignment in Seattle. Yeah right now he left me, he didn't believe me at all about this child I'm carrying. Carlisle ran tests on me everyday trying to find out what is going to happen to me, will good news is my baby is half vampire, bad news they have no idea what it is no matter how many ultrasounds is done nothing comes up. I'm big as a house I look like I'm ready to pop a month but I look like nine. They still don't believe me that this is Caius baby they think I fucked Someone else. I just cry everyday. I tried to call Charlie but no one answers the phone. Jake phone had been going to voice mail lately and Billy hasn't picked up the phone yet. I hope everyone is alright. I stopped going on the garden because every time I do I get verbally assaulted by Edward our this blond hair bitch. The only one I talk to is Gianna or Carlisle. Marcus sings Aro been busy in the throne room discussion things. I am all alone again this seems like my life story everybody forgets about Isabella. My phone was ringing. I picked out up Jane "Isabella do you Know how get in contact with friends the muts We ran into a problem and we we needed the number." She said something is going on and she won't tell me "What happened why do you need the number is Every body okay" I asked she sighed and became irritated "We're fine on our end we just need the number" I gave her number to Billy and going up. I wondered is everything going to be okay. Victoria's army was probably bigger than they expected and they needed the extra help from the pack.

A few days passed and I still haven't heard anything from my father or Jake and Billy wasn't returning my phone calls. I was escorted to the throne room by Carlisle. He had to carry me rather than escort me. When I arrived I saw Marcus and Aro sitting there with dad expressions on their face. "Isabella I would like to say it's nice seeing you again, but in this Circumstance I can't. There is no way to put this, but I'm sorry for you lost your father's body will brew arriving someone today, as for your friends the wolves will bury their own. Caius was in Seattle to eliminate the army the the nomand created, he found the bodies. I'm sure you will want a funeral service for your father. You can bury him in the cemetery here or have him cremated the choice is your again I send you my deepest condolences." Aro said me I just stood there wonder if I heard right my father can't be dead Jake promised he would protect him. Oh no my friends he meant Jake. I suddenly felt light headed and welcomed the darkness that followed. When I got up it night time, or at least I think it was. I had no idea. I wanted to see if Charlie's. body arrived yet. I opened my door and grabbed the wall for support, my weight had me off balance. I knocked on the throne door waiting for someone to answer our open the door. A male guard opened it. I looked at Marcus "Have my dad arrived yet and if so can I see him." Aro rose from his throne stepped down looking at me "Are you sure you want to see this, I don't think it would be wise for you to especially in your current condition Isabella. I could have him cremated for you instead you don't need to see this." He was really concerned about my will being , but at the same time I needed to say goodbye to him. "Aro I appreciate your concern, but this my father and I need to say my goodbyes to him. Let him Know that I love him, and always will." The tears was falling from eyes as I spoke he led me to a room With nothing in it but a bed in it. I pulled back the covers, and cried. Charlie was missing some of his neck, and his face was unrecognizable. I pulled the covers back father. He was still in his uniform, died blood was everywhere. My hands was shaking as I removed his badge. Told him I love him and kissed him for one last time. I will have him cremated tomorrow, not buried. I will have him with me for all eternity. I pulled the covers back over his head and left the room. I told Aro what I decided on, tomorrow at noon, I will officially say farewell to my father Charlie Swan.

I decided to write my father one last letter. I say at the desk on cried wetting the paper with my tests as they fell.

Dear Dad, I'm sorry this happened to you, it's all my fault you got killed. My stupidity lead to this type death was meant to be mine. A revenge to take out inn me and only me and for that I am so sorry. I was never the daughter I was supposed to be. I loved you and always will. You will never get to meet your Grandchild I have no idea what I'm having yet. I hope it's s boy so I can name him after you. You tried your best to give me everything I needed and for that I really appreciated that. Dad I will miss you. I knew I should of just let her killed me. Jake promised to protect you which he tried and list his life in the process. This is all my fault and for that your death is on me. Your blood is on my hands,I am to blame for all this I hope one day you will Forgive me. Father forgive me please. I love you with all my heart.