Unloved the Story of My Life

Chapter 22

BPOV

This is pure bullshit, I know it's been longer than three days. I so cold so cold, so fucking freezing cold. When will this end. I just want to see my children.

Ooh God what if Caius did something to them, or the queen bitch wannabe. My heart hurts at that very thought. My mind is going a mile a minute, what if they took Caius and Charlotte away from me. What if Caius and I don't even know the bitch name, try to raise my kids as their own. This changing shit needs to hurry the fuck up, oh great now I'm swearing like no tomorrow.

I would give anything to see Caius and Charlotte right now, all I have is a fading memories of them platinum blond hair, the brightest blue eyes you ever seen, brown eyes that too can get lost looking in, my eyes. I figure it's a waiting game or unless I died and I'm in purgatory awaiting my fate.

I wish that Caius could of accepted me, but as my luck would have it he doesn't, and probably never will. I had come top realise that what every and who I love, will never me back, the one that loved me, I didn't love back. Caius my mate, the father of my children, despised me, what every did I do to him, jackass.

I gave Caius everything I could, but it was never enough, I have him my heart which he stomped on, kicked, stabbed, and threw away like yesterday's trash. My body which he in turn used for his own gratification, but I did enjoy it. My virginity which he took gladly, but then called me a whore and a cheater. My life is just one big joke.

I should of known better than to fall for a other fucking vampire. Edward and Caius taught me that I was incapable of being loved by anybody, my only use was a pet a muthafucking pet. What did I do to deserve this, my only fault in this life is falling in love with the super natural. I hope death comes to me soon I just want to forget all the pain that I have endured, my children is the only happiness that I received.

I wish I could apologize to Caius and Charlotte for giving them a cruel and hateful father.

I heard the door open, and Caius scent filled the room. I wonder what he is doing in here probably came to end my miserable weak life. I also smelled a unfamiliar scent, I hope it's not his bimbo from hell. A small body was say by head and I felt little hands running through my hair and over my arms. "Mommy cold" a little voice spoke. Charlotte, Caius actually brought her to see me. I wonder where my little Caius is at. I wish I could speak or hold her. I hope he didn't bring to say good-bye to me. I can't lose the only good thing I have left in this world. "Charlotte sweet heart d say bye bye to mommy, we will come back later to see her okay" . The door opened and closed again, and just like that I was left alone.

I wonder how much longer I have left. I need this to over soon, I need to make sure my children are safe, wait did Charlotte speak

How long have I been out of it.