Stories To Tell

What We Do

Jin stood in at the bedroom window looking out into the view.

Ever since Namjoon opened up about his past with BamBam. Jin couldn't help but think.

He was worried.

Things started to become unsure.

He felt sturdy hands wrap around his waist and the familiar fragrance of the man he married.

"What are you think about Love?"

His question was simple. A whisper laced with the seductively calming voice that he had grown so fond to over the years.

He was good at distracting Jin from all his worries with a simple smile.

He was definitely in love.

But with who he couldnt tell anymore.

"Who are you? What are we? What is this?" Jin asked not moving from his current position. He stared outside the window watching the sun set.

"What do you mean?" Namjoon asked back. You could hear the worry reach from the back of his throat. His head slightly moving on the shoulder he rested it on.

"As I look back on this empire you have created. I see that maybe the Namjoon that I married is not a savior. But maybe Satan himself. You found some of the most broken people and made them sell their souls to do your bidding in return for a better life. But are we truly better? I was a puppet used by my father to kill of those who would ruin his business. Im with you and I do no different than before. Yoongi was stuck in the dark shadows of this city and he still resides there to this day. Hoseok lost his whole family and went batshit crazy and now he goes ballistic still to the very thought of the next kill. Jungkook has issues finding a balance with himself and he still fights through that everyday. And taetae and Jiminie......they have been through so much and now look at them they can't seem to break out of the cycle. And we all work day in and day out to do the same thing we were doing before we got here. Just a new boss.

You didnt tell me that the leader of Falllen Angelz was your own old colleague. You've trained us all the way this far to deal with your mess. You killed his father. Your own friend....." Jin couldn't finish his sentence.

"He Betrayed Me. He betrayed my trust and my friendship. I never claimed to be a good guy. I've killed and fought along since you guys just as much you did." Namjoons words were strong. They were not loud but they were brute and powerful he was able to say it with his full chest.

"You are not just some servant to do my bidding you are my Husband. The love of my life and the one I want to spend the rest of my days. Yoongi is not stuck in the shadows but has a while world full of light with his family right there beside him. SAFE. Hobi is able to free ly express himself with no judgment he isn't crazy he is happy. Jungkook now has a family who loves him for all his flaws and accepts him and every side of him. Tae and Jimin are now able to choose who they want to be in life. They now have the choice to know who they are for themselves. And we all have eachother to help us through every lonely night, every battle, every single  problem. That's what we are. That's who we are. That's what we do."

Jin stood baffled at what to say next. He was right.

There were better than before.

And no Namjoon was a perfect man but he was there. When no one wasn't he was there.

"Im sorry Namjoon. You are right." Jin answers In a hushed tone. The single tear falls down his face.

"Don't cry my love." Namjoon says wiping a tear.

Namjoon kisses the tears away.

"I understand how you can think thay way. What is happening is scary. But don't give put hope on me okay."