I got in there then he locks the door behind us. Right after locking that door my mood switches I suddenly feel happy yet completely turned on right then and there. I smiled at him. I'm still waiting for him to say he loves me too but I'm not hearing anything.
"What?" I ask him as he stares into my eyes. He pulled me closer then kissed me. Oh my god this might actually be it. Drew doesn't stop he continued to kiss me deep like he wants me. I pushed him closer to the bed. I start taken off my jacket again to threw it away.
"Do you want to dance with me?" Drew pulled away.
"Dance with you?" I'm actually speechless I didn't expect him to say that at all.
"Yeah." He says then opened his laptop.
"Yeah." I said I wasn't thinking about that but it's fine. I wasn't expecting him to ask me to dance. Gosh I'm such a freak instead Drew's mind is somewhere else.
A sudden slow piano start playing in the background. It's also a slow dance. I was terrible when it came to those dances until my moms wedding with Bert. I had to learn weirdly whoever was the host made Bert and Violet and I had to dance so I think I got the hang of it.
Drew takes my hand then my other hand. His really a pro at this. He made me go closer to him and so on we start dancing. I feel a quick kiss on cheeks by Drew.
"You okay?" Drew ask me.
"Yeah, I am." I tell him. I'm really okay but I just wished he'd say I love you back.
"I'm really glad you're doing this with me." Drew says. I pull my face a little so I could look at his face.
"Of course." I kissed him on lips.
"You're really beautiful Jade."
I'm really blushing hearing those words I hid my face on Drew's chest so he can't see. I smiled with my burning hot cheeks. He called me beautiful. I didn't respond because I'm afraid if I say thank you it would sound lame If I say you too it sound stupid. I should definitely say something though.
"Do you think you could walk me home?" At this point I don't even know what I'm asking.
"Yeah do you want to leave now?" He ask as we still dancing.
"No later, just asking if you want to."
"Of course." He kissed my forehead. I'm honestly still waiting for him to say it too. I'm panicking a little what If he never say it. I don't want to force him.
Just a little bit the music stopped playing. We pulled apart. Drew pulled me to the bed. I want all of him again. I pushed him down and got on top of him he seems to not want me to do that. I go in for kiss which he lets me. He has such kissable lips every time we kissed even though we kissed so many times I still can't help myself but feel all happy. I still get butterflies looking at him. Should this be normal or should I be over it by now. I really do love this man.
"Want to cuddle for a bit?" He asked.
"Yeah."
I got on the bed then he made me lay my head on his shoulder as he plays with my hair.
"This feels good." I smiled.
"What is?"
"You playing with my hair like that. It makes me want to fall asleep." I tell Drew.
I'm still wondering if my family knew I loved Drew this much would they still be mad I'm dating him. Would they be mad just because I'm in love?
"Come to think of it we never really sleep together, I haven't seen you take a nap next to me."
