Hola guppies...
I am so ready to just fight someone....anyone... who wants to get in my way of freedom.
At the same time, I am breaking down in the privacy of my room because I can't be free...I've got a constant m-shift and an almost permanent m-flare so blending in with the land-folk and appearing "normal" is getting harder by the second...
I've been getting closer to popping my tail in public, completely by accident which isn't great...
But anyway, I promised I'd write about my flares that have been occurring so frequently and making me miserable, so here goes I guess...
Saturday, April 3, 2021: At grandparents' place on canal
Mental and physical flare occurred.
Ocean call was strong.
Almost jumped into canal but flare ended before I did.
Full shift occurred where my tail appeared for a few seconds but then disappeared.
For two minutes before and two minutes after the full shift, my legs were fused together.
Scales appeared all over body.
All fins appeared.
Gills appeared causing breathing problems.
Sunday, April 4, 2021: at home, not near water except for lots of rain.
I went into defense mode when triggered by a situation that happens with my friend MiaMichalBax frequently (it's an external situation involving some hijos de putas messing with her and treating her like schist). This cause extreme anger and I was ready to fight anyone and everyone.
My gills appeared and flared causing me to be unable to breathe for 30 seconds. My ear fins appeared and flared because I was angry. My razor teeth and claws appeared and I accidentally scratched myself causing bleeding (healing now). Note to self: behaviour is extremely unpredictable when angry and ready to defend/fight.
Alright guppies, I'm back at my grandparents' place and I have a major headache due to the semi-permanent flares occurring 24/7.
Stay safe and keep swimming!
Magnus~
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