Hola guppies!
I just had the worst mental flare last night, causing my to cry for hours on end and scream silently. I don't even know the trigger but ay Dios mío it was a nightmare to calm down from and actually settle to go to sleep.
I trashed my room during the flare and almost tore apart the bed, but I didn't. I had enough human thought to not do it.
I wanted to escape and flee to the ocean but because I haven't yet successfully fully formed my tail and mer-form, and haven't completed my p-shifting, that only made me more sad. There's been so much rain over the past two weeks that my grandparents canal that they live on is extremely full and murky, and I kept thinking to myself last night "If I went now, no one would see me in this water. I could be long gone by morning" over and over again. But I never did it because...well I couldn't.
I had no physical flares that I'm aware of but I definitely was struggling with walking when I paced my room in angry tears.
Anyway, I hope this chapter was informative I guess.
Good luck on your shifting journeys everyone!
Keep swimming!
Magnus~
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Merfolk Shifting
RandomWant to know how to become a mermaid/merman/merperson? Then this book is is for you! This book contains information on what you need to do to become a mer, as well as contains some little journal entries/updates of my progress of becoming a merman. ...
