Out of the Ordinary│lachlan power

Emotional Shiz: Heartbroken

Okay, so you guys don't have to read this, but I felt that I need to let some feelings out because it hurts so much right now. I made it into- I guess- a poem. I called it Heartbroken. So here it is:

I remember

when you were my friend

And we promised each other

from the beginning to the end

You were always there

and you always cared

Now you're gone

and it's breaking our bond

Things have changed so much

and all the things I remember of us is like one huge punch

All the things we did together

felt so warm

But memories like that

just feels like a thunder storm

One day you were next to me

and the next you were not

I thought that you were just busy

then I found out that you left, and a lot

I get it, people do change

but the way you walked away

was just so harsh I thought you promised to stay

She got mad that you were gone with them and weren't here with us all the time

and you got mad and said "You can't keep me in a straight line"

You never come to sit with us

You're always with them

and it hurts so bad

that my old best friend

isn't with me and I feel so sad

Now sometimes I wish that you cared

and you didn't leave

I wish that you were there

She's still sort of angry at you

that you're never here

and that you're ignoring everything we say, too

Maybe things do happen for a reason

I wouldn't have met my new friends if you weren't leavin'

Listen, K, I don't hate you

I hate the things you've done

You just left without a word

you never said we should

be aware of your disappearance

I hate it when you don't listen to us

and turn down everything we say

you just turn around and talk to your new group of friends everyday

I wish things could've stay the same way, though

knowing that you were here all the time

and when I would've came up to you, you'd say "hello"

On the inside I feel so cold

you won't come back and now our friendship isn't gold

Crying in my heart

that our friendship is tearing apart

My other friends hugs me every day

saying that it's okay

And I am getting better at forgetting that we ever spoken

but all of the people you left behind...

We are still heartbroken.

A/N

I poured out my feelings onto a document on everything I felt about one of my closest friends leaving. I feel sick in the stomach knowing she's not close to me anymore. She sort of just left and found new friends in a whole new group. And every day it just makes me sad. She probably won't see this, but this is literally the letter I wanted to write to her. But anyways, I hope you're guys' life is going well and happy. Oh, and please don't think that I'm trying to get attention or pity cards, because I'm not. This is just emotions that I needed to take off of my chest. I will try my best to post a chapter for you guys, but if I just can't be writing with this going on right now, I apologize so many times for all who are so eager to read Out of the Ordinary. Thanks for who can relate and understand. Bai guys <3 ~Dawn