August pov
I haven't spoken to Deshae in a couple days since my phone was gone. I got up out the bed and checked the time. 2:03 pm. I got up and threw on some sweat pants, my kd's and a hoodie then brushed my teeth. I grabbed my keys and left the house. I went to this flower shop down the street from my house and got some flowers for Deshae. When i left there, i went to the store to get her a teddy bear and to a jewelry store to get her a necklace. I felt bad for everything and i didnt want her to be mad at me. I drove to her house and i sat in the car for a little bit to get myself together. I got out about 5 minutes later hoping she was home and would open the door for me. I walked up slowly and knocked. She opened the door in about 2 minutes and smiled a little when she seen me with all the gifts. I started singing to her :
Baby I don't blame you
For being in the club
Getting all that love
Cause your so beautiful
God made you to show that off
Now I ain't ever been the jealous type of guy
But i want you to myself, I can't lie
I know we ain't on no one on one thing
But baby, It should change
Cause when I be out with other chicks I be thinking bout you
And when you be out on dates you be texting me too
Telling me to come pick you up when he drop you off
I pray to God he ain't breaking you off
I don't want nobody but you
Kissin on my tattoos
I don't want nobody but me
Talkin to you
Until you fall asleep
We better stop playing
Before we mess around and someone gets hurt
I don't want nobody but you
Kissin on my tattoos
Nobody But you
Kissin on me
Kissin on me
Kissing on my tattoos -August Alsina
While i was singing, Deshae just watched my lips and i knew she was impressed. I pulled the box with the necklace inside out of my pocket and gave it to her. "Deshae, im sorry for everything and i just want you to forgive me. " i said looking into her eyes. She looked away then looked down. "August, you can't expect me to forgive you because of gifts everytime you fuck up. You told me you would cut your ex off for me. I shouldn't have to ask you. You should know right away." She said. I put my head down because she was right. "What can i do for you to trust me again?" I said putting my hands in my pockets. She shrugged. "Can i come in so we can talk about it?" She opened the door wider and we went into the living room to sit down. It was silent for a few minutes and i looked at Deshae who had her arms crossed over her chest and her legs crossed. "So....how was it?" Deshae said breaking the silence. "Huh?" I asked confused. "The sex. How was it?" I chuckled a little because she was asking. "Deshae can we be serious and talk about us" i said. "I just wanna know." "Im not answering that. I just want you to know im not trying to hurt you. I want you in my life forever and i have so much to offer you." I said. "Ill give you a week. After that week, if everything is good, ill make my decision on if you deserve me or not." She said. I looked at her like she had 5 heads. "Come on Shae, a week?" I said. "A week" she said getting up and walking into the kitchen. I sat there for a minute then got up and followed her. "Can i at least take you out?" I asked. "Sure" she said putting the flowers in a vase with her back facing me. I did a little dance since she couldnt see me. "Cool" i said sitting in a chair. I watched her fix the flowers. "You been doing squats?" I asked out of the blue. She shook her head and i seen her smile from the back. "Im just asking. I mean... you a lil bit cakey today" i said still watching her. She let out a laugh and splashed some water on me from the flowers. I laughed trying to dodge the water then ended up chasing her around the kitchen. I backed her up into the counter.
