Jealous

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Week before prom
Deshae pov

Class is just letting out and now im going to trigonometry.  Tavin always waits up there for me now before he goes to class. I seen a few people on my way there and we said our hellos. I was almost to the door when I seen one of my close friends from my sophomore year hugged up on Tavin and laughing.  I felt everything slow down because the way he was looking at her made me a little jealous. He doesnt look at me that way. I came back to reality and as I was walking up, she was walking away. He was still watching her and I grabbed nhis chin turning his head towards me."Hey" Tavin said hugging me with one arm. I was still giving the girl a death stare and he saw it all. "Whats wrong?" He said. I shook my head and walked into my class. I felt like he found somebody better than me and it pissed me off. My teacher was talking and all I could do was think back to how he was holding her. "Hey you okay?" The girl in front of me asked. I nodded even though i wasnt. Damn, why I gotta be so jealous?
2:05 pm

The bell had rung and it was time to go home. I picked up my stuff and started walking out the school. Tavin was supposed to come over today since he met my mom aleady so I stood i front the school to wait for him. I waited and waited. He wasnt coming. I texted him even though I was still upset and he told me his mom picked him up.  I brushed it off and got on  my bus.

When I got home, I went and my room and threw my bookbag across the bed then plopped down on the bed. My phone vibrated:

Alexis: Hey girl,  you good?

Me: Ill talk to you about it later...

Alexis: Damn, ard boo

I didnt want to talk to anybody. I got under my covers and took a nap.

Tavin pov

Deshae been acting real funny today. I dont think she liked how Bria was hugging me but it was just a hug. Bria cute but Deshae know wassup. I aint really feel like chillin today tho cause my arm was sore. I just needed to rest. I texted Deshae "wyd" & waited for her response. 5 minutes passed, then 10, and 30. She always respond to me quick. I hope she not mad at me. When I go home,  I went downstairs and got myself some soup. I went in the living room and sat down and watched Friday while I ate my soup. When I was done I hopped on ig and posted a pic of me in my sling.
A hour later

My phone vibrated and I smiled thinking it was Deshae.  It was Lauren.

Lauren: I seen you hugged up with Bria

Me: We wasnt hugged up. It was just one little hug.

Lauren: mhm, ya girl was pissed and you was too blind to see

Me: she fine. It wasnt that serious.

Lauren: yeah... right

I looked at it then shook my head. Maybe she was right. I just dont wanna get too much closer to Deshae. Im leaving next month.

About 15 minutes after that, Deshae finally texted me back.  "Nap" she said. I knew right there she was mad at something cause she never respond with one word. "Bae whats wrong? You seem like you upset. " I said to her.  "Nothing im fine" she said. Of course I dont believe her but ill let her tell me later. "I seen you hugged up on Bria" she said. I knew it was something. "You know wassup shae. I only need you. That wasnt nothing" I said. "Mhmm" she said. "Im getting in the shower ill text you when I get out" she said. I waited for her and like she said, she texted me back after.

Desmond pov

I was just getting home when I walked in a seen my mom talking to somebody on the phone. She waved when I came in then went up to her room. I ignored it and went to make myself something to eat. I sat down in the kitchen and texted Alexis.

Me: Babe come oveerrr

Lex: Im not home bae lol

Me: Ughh im bored as hell

"Des!!!" My mom yelled. I ran up to see what she wanted. "Hey can you bring me some water?"she said. -_____- "I was just down there mom.  You could've told me before I came up here" I said. She tried to throw a pillow at me but I ducked and ran downstairs. I came back up with her water and layed across the bottom of her bed. "Desmond" she said. "Yeah" I said staring at the tv. "Uhm, how would you feel if you had a little brother or sister" she said. My eyes got big and I turned to look at her. She smiled. "Mom. Are you....?" I asked. She nodded slowly. I didnt know how to react so I just hugged her. Ima be a big brother smh

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