August pov (2 days later)
I couldnt believe Deshae was pregnant by me. Or at least i hope its by me. I been trying to call her but of course she ignored me. I got up out of the bed and took a shower then brushed my teeth. I looked through my closet and picked out a navy blue shirt, some jeans, a navy blue bucket hat with white stars on it and my blue, white and black hornets. I needed to get to Deshae one way or another so i decided to drive to her house.
I knocked and waited for her to answer. When i opened it, she looked like she had just woke up. "What do you want August, im busy." She said running her hand through her hair. "You not doin nothin girl" i said pushing the door back and walking to the living room. "Deshae?" I heard somebody yell from upstairs but she just stood there with her arms crossed. "Who dat?" I said turning around to see Nick walking towards her. "So you fucking him now?" I said clenching my jaw. "No August he just came over so i could help him with Tamia. "Yeah right. Why yall couldnt talk down here?" I said getting up walking to the door. "August you do not control me or know what is going on! Im tired of you assuming! Why don't you go screw Alexis like you been doing" she said then running upstairs. Nick just looked at me then left. I slowly made my way upstairs to see Deshae crying. "Deshae can we talk please." She ignored me. I slid in next to her and pulled her onto my chest while rubbing her back as her cries softened. "August you hurt me." "And im sorry. I shouldnt have done that. I admit i was wrong. You been here for me and you been real wit me. Even though we fell off a little bit i still love you. Dont forget that" i said still caressing her back. She tilted her head back and kissed me slowly. I didnt expect that. I tried to deepen it but she pulled back. "I love you too. But we gotta work on this" she said. I nodded and kissed her forehead.
Nick pov
I took Deshae's advice to try and talk to Tamia. I was on my way to pick up Nolen so i took that chance to try and fix our relationship. I pulled up and sat there for a good 5 minutes before getting out and knocking. She opened the door and had Nolen in her arms and his diaper bag on her shoulder. She didnt look at me. She just handed him to me and then gave me his bag. "Have fun" was all she said then kissed Nolen's forehead. I stopped her from closing the door with my foot and she looked at me like i had 5 heads. "What are you doing?" She said. "Tamia, Nolen not about to keep going back and forth like this every week. We gonna talk about this now." I said. She sighed and opened the door wider for me to come in. I put the diaper bag down and put Nolen in his crib while Tamia sat down with her arms crossed. "Tamia i know you mad at me and you probably dont plan on taking me back but this aint happening. Especially not to our son. I'm sorry for all that I did. I wasn't thinking straight & I was stupid. I love you Tamia and we gonna be a family regardless of whatever happens." She shook her head and looked away. "Nick you got a lot of learning to do before I just take you back. I wanna know why you did it." She said. "I don't know Tamia. I don't. " I said looking into her eyes. She grabbed my chin and stared into my eyes, but no kiss. Although we talked about it for a little bit, I still didn't leave the house with a smile on my face. I gotta face the fact that I was wrong and I gotta be patient.
When I got home, I sat down and fed Nolen and drifted off shortly after he was done with him on my chest.
Tamia pov
I thought about everything that Nick said and I really do love him. I think about Nolen becoming a young man without him and it breaks my heart. I slipped on some lingerie he bought me and put on some sweats and a pink t shirt to cover it up. I grabbed the spare key I had to his house and my phone then made my way out the door.
I opened the door slowly and looked around making sure he wouldn't see or hear me. The only light that was on was the kitchen so I made my way up to his room and seen him with Nolen layer beside him in the middle of a bunch of pillows. I snapped a picture and walked over to try and wake up Nick without alarming Nolen. I kissed the corner of his mouth and he woke right up. "Wyd here" he said smiling and pulling me onto him lightly. "Shh you gonna wake him up"I said smacking him. I peeped over at Nolen and whispered to Nick to come into the other room with me. After he went into the room, I checked to make sure Nolen wouldn't be able to roll off the bed. ((THIS NEXT SCENE IS EXPLICIT SO DONT READ IF YOU'RE NOT MATURE)) I kissed his forehead then went into the other room with Nick who was shirtless. I giggled a little bit and closed the door. "You miss daddy?" He said grabbing me by my waist and pulling me closer to him. I pulled away to undress revealing my red lace lingerie. "Damn" he whispered. He never seen me in anything like this before. He started kissing and sucking on my neck leaving hickeys while I moaned quietly being careful not to wake up the baby. The kissing went from my neck up to my lips and I couldn't help but to bite his bottom lip as he slid his hand from my ass to my cat. I laid across the bed as he crawled on top unstrapping my lingerie. He stuck his fingers in my cat and then kissed all the way down to my stomach as he massaged it. I grabbed his hand as I bit my lip and we switched. I grabbed his friend and went down with my mouth and hands. I guess I got a little more experienced since I had Nolen. "Damn baby where you learn this at" Nick said in between breathes. I kissed it then came back up and sat on him as he grabbed my ass hard. I felt his friend inside me and I moaned as it got deeper and deeper. As I moved up and down, he smacked my ass then grabbed it even harder. It felt too good so it wasn't hurting me at all. When we were done I couldn't even move. I was stuck in that position with my head resting on his chest as we tried to match each other's breathing rate. When I finally got off of him, I got under the covers and watched a little bit of TV as he went to get Nolen from the other room. "Hey baby!" I said squealing and holding out my arms for Nolen. Nick layer next to me and was just staring right at me while I was playing with him. "What?" I said finally giving him my attention. "Forreal babe where you learn allat from?" He said sending flashbacks through my mind. "Don't worry about it. Just know there's a lot more I have to learn" I said pecking his lips then getting up. "I gotta go home and shower" I said. "Shower here" he insisted. I handed him the baby and got prepared to get in the shower.
