When Moni, a 17 year old girl who meets and falls in love with news worthy a famous criminal who is right across the street from her. Her world get turned upside down and he has a secret he wont tell and she can't really determine anything, but she...
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"Who are you really?" I asked Newsworthy as we were both criss-cross apple sauce on my bed staring at each other. I made a promise to myself that I wasn't going to see this man again, but here I am because I want an answer. I want him to want me, but I don't want to be used. I can now see in his eyes that he only wants me to use me anyway to get what he truly wants, to leave to not be spied on wherever he goes. He isn't a bad person; he is making bad decisions over people making bad decisions with him.
"I'mNewsworthy weirdo, why are you asking? You not gone get my real name, I don't care how many times you ask and why? Why are you being weird at this time? Tryingto soul bond with me and shit." He said being cocky and I tried my hardest not to laugh or smileor make things normal becausetheyweren't.
"I just want to know you, and why you act the way you do. I feel like I'm in the dark like you aren'ttelling me the real reason why you hang with me." I said because I wanted to see if he would be honest, but he just lied in my face, as usual, I should just get him to hate me already and spook him with his lies he tried to through in my face with the truth I found out, I wonder how mad he would get or what he would do.
"I'mtryingto make you a better you because I love you." He said with a smile but was looking away as he said everything else. This man doesn't give two fucks about me and is a total genius. He is manipulative and charming, but he is a liar.
"I think you only love yourself," I said as he laughed
"Why? Why are you being sensitive at this moment? What do I do to you? Somebody tell you lies about me or something, come on spill it." He said as he tapped my thigh.
"Nothing, I think you should find someone else to be your buddy or sidekick and build them up to be better than what they are, putting me in this spot was a bad idea-"
"You actinglike Jhene Aiko in that song none of your concern, actinglike she bossing up, but end up right back with the nigga, sit down,what'swrong? You can vent tomeyou know." He said as I raised an eyebrow because why was he speaking on Jhene like that?
"You wouldn't fix your actions or tell me the truth anyway-"
"We not in a real serious relationship or anything, what could I possibly be doing wrong?" He said as I shook my head side to side so him giving me the title of girlfriend meant nothing, nothing he ever said or did, meant nothing, and I can't seem to put that all together. I feel as if something had to be real or true.
