Nineteenth Chapter : Happiness
"Good evening, love! How was you res--" Eren cut me off by pushing harshly which made my butt meet the floor.
I sighed inwardly and shook my head, trying to remind myself that he's just confused.
"Go away." He said coldly and turned his back away from me.
I had no choice but to pick up the scattered foods on the floor and just smile the pain away. After all, this was my decision. No one forced me. Maybe my love for him did.
It had been like this for three fucked up weeks. Nothing changed at all. I don't know when will I continue being like this too. All I know is that I want the old Eren Jaeger back.
When I finished picking up the scattered foods, I immediately went to the dining area and washed the dishes I used.
As I was washing the dishes, a lone tear suddenly escaped my eye.
Followed by another, then another, until I couldn't see clearly anymore because of the tears. I stopped for a while and leaned at the sink.
How did all of these happen so sudden?
As far as I can remember, we were still fine.
We were almost perfect.
Then he had to leave. I waited years for him. Not seconds, not minutes, not hours, not days, not months but years. And this is all I get? Isn't it unfair? It's more than unfair! I calmed myself down by exhaling and inhaling.
Calm down, Y/N.
Your Eren will be back.
He's just taking his time. You just have to persevere, Y/N.
Patience is a virtue and perseverance leads to good news.
"What is up, Y/N! D'ya have some good news?" It was Sasha, she shouldered me while a big smile was plastered in her lips.
I quickly dried my tears and smiled back.
"Yes..." I answered after long minutes of silence.
Sasha nodded and didn't speak, she was waiting for me to tell the good news.
"I...I think Eren and I are getting better now." Yes, I lied. I just didn't want to disappoint them.
And I don't like them worrying about me when they all had their own problems to face in the very first place. That's why I chose to be like this. I chose to not share them my problem and all my miseries. Besides, I can do this on my own.
Sasha happily nodded as she removed her arms around my shoulders.
"I'mma go now, Y/N! Byebye!" She waved her hand so I did likewise and smiled at her direction. Sasha will always be Sasha.
"Getting better, huh?" Another voice came out, his voice was full of mockery.
And the speaker was Levi Ackerman.
I raised a brow, "What do you need?" I shortly asked.
Levi walked nearer until our face were only inches apart. "Do you even know why Sasha left you here, Y/N?" He asked with a smirk on his face.
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Together, But Not Forever | Eren
Fanfiction"We can be together, but sorry love, because we can't last forever." Y/n knew that Eren was her right love, but is it really the right time for them? For years, they held each other. However, as time passed by, it seems like they're not even meant t...
