Y/N
I'm naïve. I'm stupid. I'm a fool.
That's what Eren said. He was just using me. He didn't love me.
No one truly does.
"Everyone loves you." Those words that Levi had told me before, it's a lie. Everyone lies. Eren told me he loved me but soon telling me that he was just using me.
He didn't love me. He lied.
Maybe Levi didn't love me too. Maybe he was just feeling pity.
Maybe my friends don't too.
I walked and walked and walked until I found myself at the top of a tall house. I was standing on it's roof.
No one loves you.
It pains me. My heart was hurting as I recalled Eren's words, as I recalled how he told me I was stupid. How Levi shouted at me and how he looked at me like he didn't want to see me earlier. How Armin talked to me. How my friends turned me down.
How I had to fight the loneliness by myself.
It aches.
"I was faking everything. You were stupid enough to fall for my trap so it's you who's to blame, right?"
I covered my ears as if I were hearing those words that kept ringing inside my head.
"Please stop the pain," I whispered in the air.
The cold breeze touched my skin that made me look down. It was too....high. If I'll jump, I'll surely die.
Wait.
Die?
If I die, I won't feel pain anymore, right?
If I jump here, I can. I can finally rest.
Tears again, fell from my eyes. How would it feel like to rest? To finally let go of every pain in this world? To stop fighting? I suddennly felt the urge to know.
They don't love you anyway. Just jump and the pain will be gone.
Jump and you'll see your Mom and Dad.
Jump and you'll be with Sasha, with Berhtoldt.
Just jump.
Should I? I looked up. Mom, Dad, Sasha, Bertholdt, will I really you all if I'll kill myself? Won't I really feel heartaches anymore? Is it true?
The cold air against my skin felt great. I have now decided. I don't want to be in this world anymore, I'll just kill my—
"Y/N! Baby, get down here. Yes, you were right. I was lying. When I said I didn't love you, I was lying. When I said I was just using you, I was lying. Get down there, love..." My eyes widened.
It was Eren.
"Y/N, please."
Tears then again, fell from my eyes. "After I get down, you'll push me away again. I know you and I'm so tired of it. Just let me be," I said just loud enough for him to hear.
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Together, But Not Forever | Eren
Fanfic"We can be together, but sorry love, because we can't last forever." Y/n knew that Eren was her right love, but is it really the right time for them? For years, they held each other. However, as time passed by, it seems like they're not even meant t...
