Together, But Not Forever | Eren

Epilogue

Eren Jaeger

I knew that she was going to die. I saw it when I first touched her. I see it everytime I touch her and it makes me feel sick.

But I knew I could stop it. She was supposed to die five years ago, after the incident with the Beast Titan which was my brother, Zeke.

That day, five years ago, she was supposed to tie because she'll protect me, but I successfully stopped it.

I left her five years ago and go to Marley because I had to. If I didn't, maybe she's no longer breathing today.

It should be me who'll die after thirteen years, not her. Everything wasn't going well. And then, when I came back from Marley,  I thought everything was going to be fine now.

At first, I acted cold and distant because I still didn't want to touch her. If I do, I'll see what happens to her future again. What if she'll die again because of me? I didn't want that.

It seems like fate was really messing up with me 'cause nothing really changed. When I kissed her again after years, I saw what will happen to her future. She'll die again. She'll die because of me.

And again, I didn't want that.

I should be the one who's supposed to die, not her.

I had to make Y/N feel horrible. I had to make her sad, angry, and lonely so that she won't be going with me, Mikasa, Jean and the others on Marley because that is where she will die as what I've seen, when I touched her again.

So, even though it took every ounce of my strength to do it, I did. I did it to save Y/N . . . my love.

She looked really pained when she found out. She hated me to the bones but I couldn't do anything but to just watch her there as she cries.

I knew I had to stay away from her.

I only cause her danger. If I'll stay away, maybe she won't die anymore. Maybe she'll be happy . . . with—- didn't want to think about that person.

Levi Ackerman.

I successfully avoided her. How I wish I could still stay beside her and just be happy. Nothing more, nothing less.

But I was so selfish. When I found out that she was going to Marley with Levi, Mikasa, and Jean, I couldn't help but to think of what might happen. Will she kiss the Captain? Will she sleep with him?

The thought of it makes me feel sick. I hated it.

So, I asked for Armin's help and in a blink, we were already in the same ship as them. Jean told me that Levi Ackerman, the Captain, was in Y/N's room. What the fuck is he doing there?

I didn't waste a second and followed Jean. Armin was behind me too as well as Connie.

When Jean opened the room, I saw nothing but red. I was livid.

The Captain was . . . pinning Y/N against the wall.

In a blink, I landed a punch on his face. It was filled with hate and rage even though I knew I was in no place to feel it.