Levi
When Kuchel died, I don't think I cried.
When Furlan and Isabel died, did I cry? I can't remember. When my comrades died, I didn't cry. When Kenny Ackerman died, I still don't think I cried.
"Levi!" The door bursted open as we heard that voice. It was Y/N fucking Asterhawk. What does she need now?
I cleared my throat and hurriedly got up. I went towards her direction and held her wrist tightly as I dragged her with me outside. I am so fucking embarassed.
"I'm a Captain when everybody's looking, Asterhawk." I coldly told her after shooting a glare.
Her gorgeous smile fell. Then, she spoke. "Levi I need you, please help—-"
Need. Help. Levi.
It had always been like that. She'll need me, she'll cry, and after I'll cheer her up, she'll leave me behind like a fucking trash.
It was a tiresome process but I let her use me anyway.
But not today. I shouldn't let her think that she's still got me wrapped around her fingers. For a very prideful man, it was a big pain in my ego.
"I won't be there everytime you need me, Y/N. And right now's a good example. I'm in a fucking important meeting not until you barged in and addressed me just by my name. So fuck off."
I wanted to take those words back but again, I'm tired of being her reusable trash.
"But I need—-" You only need me when that man hurts you.
"Fuck off. You weren't there when I needed you, this will make it quits."
Again, I wanted to take my words back. She looked hurt and yet here I was adding salt to her fucking wound. And I partly lied. Yes, she wasn't there when I needed her because she was busy sucking Eren Jaeger's face but seeing her was enough to calm my shit down.
So, she still somehow helped me.
Fuck. I'm so lovesick.
Y/N stayed stubborn. "But—-"
Stop talking or else I'll fucking kiss you.
"I'm not in the mood right now. Again, fuck off."
Maybe I really looked like I didn't want her to be here, that I wanted her to leave, but my fucking heart wasn't saying the same. I hated pushing her away. I hated making her feel bad.
This was the first time I did.
And I wish I could just turn back the time and chose to comfort her instead. Y/N painfully nodded.
"S-Sure. You should start working on your smile you know? I think it'll look good on you." She said with a fucking sad smile.
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Together, But Not Forever | Eren
Fanfiction"We can be together, but sorry love, because we can't last forever." Y/n knew that Eren was her right love, but is it really the right time for them? For years, they held each other. However, as time passed by, it seems like they're not even meant t...
