Together, But Not Forever | Eren

25. Chapter Twenty-Five

Twenty-Fifth Chapter : Betrayal

I slapped her.

I did not care if some living thing was inside her womb. I just really had to slap her. My vision was utterly blurred because of the tears that were falling down my face.

A broken smile that barely reached my eyes rested upon my lips. I don't even know how to feel anymore.

Should I feel agitated? Sad? Disappointed? Betrayed?

"How does it feel, Historia? How do you feel while making me look so stupid?! What were you even thinking everytime I tell you about how hurt I was when Eren ignore me, huh?!" I harshly wiped the tears from my eyes.

I'm a strong woman. I shouldn't cry. I shouldn't.

Historia did not utter a single word and just kept on crying.

"Were you stopping yourself from laughing everytime? Were you happy? You're a bitch, Historia! A fucking bitch that I don't think I will ever forgive!"

I was about to slap her again when a hand quickly and tightly gripped my wrist, not letting me do what I was about to do to her.

"Don't you dare hurt her," His tone was cold and unforgiving and my heart totally shattered when I recognized that voice. Really, huh?

I turned to face him. The man that started all these horrible things and feelings that I wished I didn't get to experience. If I can't hurt the woman that he fucking impregnated, then might as well hurt him instead!

So, not wasting any second, I slapped him with all the remaining strength I have left

But it was nothing compared to the pain he had inflicted upon me. It wasn't even a half of it.

"Hurt her?! You don't want her to be hurt but you fucking enjoy hurting me instead, huh?!" I yelled. I was so broken. I told myself that I'm strong but here I am . . . crying over a fucking jerk.

I was on my limit. For all these years, all I did was to long for him, to crave for his motherfucking attention, to love him and take care of him with all I have left.

And surprise, this is what I get in return.

"You could've just told me, Eren . . ." My voice cracked, those words almost came out as a whisper.

"You could've just fucking told me that you . . ." I pointed at him. " . . . and this fucking woman!" I pointed at Historia, the blonde bitch. "Are making a fucking family already! Goodness, I can't believe that I was a fucking mistress all these time!" I was totally hurt as I let those words out.

I loved this man.

No, I love this man. Even if he kept on hurting me, I still love all of him.

"You were so desperate. I just had a pity on you." Eren remarked with a cold stare.

My lips parted as my tears did not cease to fall. I desperately tried to look for any other emotion in his face, but there was none . . . he really meant his words. He just had pity on me.