20. Chapter Twenty

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Twentieth Chapter : Confusion

I woke up, feeling the familliar sore between my legs. It made me smile.

What happened last night wasn't a dream . . .

But then, my smile vanished when I found no one beside me. I frowned at that, where is he? Not knowing what to do, I just stood up and headed straight to the bathroom to take a bath.

When I was done, I wore my uniform and immediately left the room.

I'll just look for him.

"There you are! We've been waiting for you! You need to here this . . ." Jean and the others were running towards me.

I smiled at them and asked, "What's the matter?"

Their looks were uneasy but answered anyways.

"Everyone's at the Queen's place now, Y/N. And there's . . . uhm, you know . . . I think they announced something wrong." Jean said, scratching the back of his neck.

I was confused because I couldn't understand what he was talkin' about.

"Just come with us, Y/N. Historia wants to talk to you privately." He said that made me nod.

I walked with them, they were silent, none of us spoke a nerve and just kept walking towards Historia's place.

When we arrived, they excuse themselves and told me to cheer up and take a deep breath before entering.

Why do I feel like something's wrong?

"Good morning, Y/N." I heard Historia's voice as soon as I entered the place.

I smiled at her, hugged her and froze when I felt something.

A . . . bump?

A baby bump?

With my wide eyes, I looked at her in surprise.

"Y-You're—!" I was happy but then at the same time, for unknown reason, I wished she wasn't and I don't even know why.

She cut me off with a nod a small smile on her face as a tear escaped her eyes.

I panicked when I saw a tear so I immediately wiped it, she isn't supposed to be stressed! She should be happy everytime.

"Hey! Don't cry! It's not good for your baby." I softly said as I hugged her.

Historia's been a great friend of mine, she was always there to cheer me up when I lost my bestfriends, Reiner, Bertoldt and Annie. Even though she was hurt about Ymir's news, she was still there for me. And I love her for that.

"I love you so much, Y/N. You've always been a good friend . . . please don't hate me." She cried again and I was confused, but I didn't wanna make her feel worse so I just hugged her, and told her I don't even hate her.

Because I love her, so why the hell would I hate her?

Minutes had passed and she still didn't stop crying so I couldn't help but to ask her.

"What's wrong, Historia? Why are you crying?" I asked, worry laced through my voice.

When I asked that, she looked at me in the eyes, her mouth opened as if she was about to tell me something I am not ready of.

"Y/N, I'm sorry, I . . ." She couldn't even finish her words as she cried again.

Even though I'm dying to know the reason why she's like this, I don't want her to feel stressed.

"Shh. Whatever it is, I forgive you, Historia. I can never get mad at you and I will never hate you, so please, calm down." I softly assured her but she cried louder after hearing it.

After a while she looked up at me with red, puffy eyes as she pouted her lips. "You promise you won't hate me, Y/N?" She asked, desperate for an answer.

Even though I wasn't sure, I just nodded.

It made her smile as she hugged me tightly.

"I can't afford to lose you too, Y/N. You're the only person I have left now." She mumbled.

I just chuckled, "You have me and our whole squad. And don't worry 'cause starting from now on, I'll be taking care of you and this life in your stomach." I assured her.

After that, tears escaped her eyes again but she nodded anyways.

Historia was acting weird today but I guess it's just because she's pregnant and all.

Even though confusion was getting the best of me, I chose to stay silent and smile my worries away.

That's what strong women do, right?

[ end of twentieth chapter ]

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