Uhh oops

The author is down a few braincells

A day passed and it was mid-terms. "Come on! I studied the entire time you were at your internship! Lets go lazy bones!" Ray scolded me. I groaned but complied. 

(Okay so author down a few braincells. I can't freaking keep track of the days so if it doesn't make sense please go with it!)

"Today is Friday! Comeee onnnn! Tomorrow is the foster home adopting!" Ray cheered. I smiled. He has more of a chance at getting adopted than I do. And I'll be so happy when he does.

We walked to school, hand-in-hand and I gave him a few last minute questions. We dropped our stuff off at our lockers and I managed to bring my phone.

                                                            The dysfunctional family 

SK

We've got mid-terms and I have a nervous as shit boyfriend

Capsicle

Language!

Hot wings

I wish I wasn't lonely.

SK

Poor hot wings! You'll find love

Mr.ODP

OoOOoOo! So your so far to call it LOVE with your boyfriend?

SK

Hell yeah

We was also excited about the thing at the foster home adoption thing

He's so small he could pass for a younger age, I just hope he'll be ok

Mama spider

Don't worry spider kid. He'll be fine

SK

Alright. 

I have to go. Bye!

I left the group chat quickly and put my phone away. I was done with the test in about half an hour. We had two to complete it. I brought my packet up and gave it to my teacher.

He looked at me in shock before scoffing and taking it. 

I got my phone back out and put my headphones on. I watched memes and vines, and challenged how long I could go without laughing. I had to punch my nose often so I didn't laugh. The rest of the day went on with tests and Ray and I sat on the roof. We were talking when I got a notification.

                                                               Mr.Boss

Boss

Hey kid! You can take the day off for today! Tests are stressful and I know about the thing happening at your foster home tomorrow. You should get some rest

The kid

Thanks tony! Do you want me to come in on Sunday?

Boss

That won't be necessary!

The kid

Alright! See you on Saturday!

Boss

Of course, unless you get adopted

The kid

Eh...sure

Nobody wants a teenager

Bye Tony!

I put my phone down and turned to Ray. "I've got the day off." I smiled. He cheered and hugged me. "I'm so excited! Oh oh! Can we get ice cream?" He asked excitedly. I smiled. "Of course darling."

He cheered and I kissed him on the cheek before throwing my lunch tray away. Ray had helped me get back on track with my eating and I couldn't be more thankful.

We went through the rest of the day and went back home. "Oh Peter! Ray! I didn't except you so early!" Mrs.Smith gasped. I chuckled nervously. "Yeah, 'm really sorry! I really love my internship and my boss has given me the day off due to all the tests." I smiled. She smiled back.

"You have such a great boss!" She laughed. I laughed. "I know! He's amazing! I want to be just like him!" I smiled. She smiled back and I took Ray to my room.

"Okay, let's gooo! Ice cream!" Ray laughed, I laughed as well and got changed into clean clothes. I grabbed my wallet, and Ray's hand. "We're going out for ice cream!" I told mrs.Smith before exciting the foster home.

"I wonder what flavors they have here?" Ray said curiously. I chuckled. "Whatever flavor you like." I smiled. He smiled back and we walked up to the ice cream shop. "What do you want darling?" I asked him. He looked at the menu for a moment before pointing to the cookie dough  one. "Good choice. One chocolate chip cookie dough and one medium chocolate cone with sprinkles." I smiled.

The woman smiled back and made our orders quickly. "You two are so cute together!" She giggled as she handed our ice cream back. "Thank you! Have a good rest of your evening." I smiled. She thanked us and Ray was loving his ice cream. "Don't get a brain freeze!"I told him. He rolled his eyes and I put my hand on my hip.

"I am worried for your safety!" I laughed. He laughed as well and smiled. "I love anything cold!" He laughed. I smirked. "Even my cold feet at night?" I asked. He pouted. "Well, anything but that." He scoffed. I smiled and kissed his cheek. "We! You've gotten ice cream on me!" He whined. 

"You love me." I smiled. He sighed. "Sadly."

"Hey!" I yelled at him. He giggled and ran away, I scoffed and chased after him, after finishing my ice cream. He finished his and threw his cup away as he ran. I chased him back to the foster home and into our room. I tackled him onto my bunk and he giggled again. 

My heart melted.

I pinned him down on the bed and his giggles stopped and he looked at me with lust. "Tonight could be our last room where we have total privacy." He whispered. My heart stopped at that. "We might as well use it wisely." He smirked. I smirked back. 

I started kissing him slowly and it started to get heated. I licked his lip for permission but his teeth stayed clenched shut. I growled. I fucking growled and rubbed against his er...problem below.

He moaned and I used that to stick my tongue in. I loved the taste of my boy. I pressed my lips further and Ray moaned louder. When he was out of air, I pulled away. I smirked. "Better be a bit more quite there darling." I whispered. He nodded and I kissed his cheek, trailing down to his neck. 

"Do you have any turtle necks?" I asked him. He looked at me confused and nodded. I smirked and didn't have mercy against his neck. He was biting his finger to quite his moans. The walls here are so thin I know I can't fuck him without waking the entire place up, so this would be fine.

I kissed around his neck softer to find his spot and he moaned even louder at one spot and brought his hand to push my face into his neck. I smirked and pinned his hands above his hands. I kept kissing his neck at the one spot and I started sucking on it. He moaned and I know that it was hurting him to stay quiet.

When I pulled away he whined. "I'm sorry love, but we can't risk anyone waking up." I whispered apologetically, he sighed and nodded. I smiled. "Go in there and take care of your...problem." I smirked and pointed towards the bathroom. He flushed and walked away.

When the door was shut,I buried my head in my hands. We could not see each other again if one of us gets adopted. I was crying. I could never see my world again. 

I could never see my will to live again