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All of you got lucky (chap🙄)

A/N at the bottom *clears throat* 

Loki's face lit up with happiness and he kissed me. I kissed him back and he put his small hands on my face, our foreheads leaning into one another. "I was so scared that you wouldn't come back." Loki whispered. My heart stopped, and my heart dropped to my stomach.

"I scared you...n-no, I could have killed you." I whispered. My eyes were wide and instead of stopping, my heart was now beating fifty million times in my chest.

"No peter!" Loki said, touching my face. "N-no, please stay away. They could take control again." I told him, gently shoving him away with my foot. "Peter!" Loki said, reaching out to me. I bit my lip and couldn't help but let tears flow. I leaned into his touch and savored it. 

I took the restraints out of the wall and quickly stepped away from Loki. I pulled the restraints apart and backed away from Loki. "Please...I don't want to hurt you." I told 

"J-just stay here. Please." Loki pleaded, and ran out the door.I looked at the window, but decided against it. I don't want to leave without saying goodbye.

Bucky, Pops, and Dad came in. I kept backing away and kept my head down. "I'm sorry." I whispered. Dad sighed. "You can send me back to foster care. I-I don't want to hurt anyone while the words still affect me." I whispered.

"Peter Benjamin stark." Tony said. My head snapped up. "What the in the name of hell did you learn at those foster homes? That one mistake and you're gone?" He asked. I nodded. He sighed again. "Listen Pete, that's not how families work. If you make a mistake, we work through it together." Tony told me. I looked at him in shock.

"Real families wouldn't shoot at one another." I told him. Tony looked at me sadly. "Can I talk with him?" Bucky asked. Dad and Pops nodded and pops opened a small portal next to my head and ruffled my hair. I closed my eyes and leaned into the touch. After a few second I leaned away and faced Bucky.

"Listen, I know what it's like. But I got better." Bucky said. I shook my head. "That was you! How do you know I'm not different?" I yelled at him. "Because Peter, I was worse." Bucky promised. "I spent seventy years with hydra. I've killed dozens of people." Bucky whispered. I scoffed. "So have I. But, I have killed nine people, in my own mind." I whispered. He looked at me in shock.

"When I was escaping, i took nine people's lives." I whispered. Bucky smiled softly and started walking towards me. I tried to back up, but found myself against the wall.

"That doesn't count. You just said when you escaped hydra." He told me. "And I've killed people too. What do you think I did in the army?" He asked me softly. I sighted and slid down against the wall, sitting down. 

Bucky sat down besides me. "It's alright Peter. Everyone in this family has killed someone. And everyone has lost someone they love." Bucky told me softly. I buried my head in my hands and Bucky patted my shoulder.

"I want to go visit my family. I need some downtime." I whispered. Bucky nodded and carefully helped me up. "I'll drive you there." He told me. I flinched. "I'm going to walk." I whispered and he nodded. 

I walked out of the room and saw all of the avengers. I adverted my gaze and Loki walked up to me. I flinched and took a step back. "I'm going to go visit my family." I whispered and walked away quickly. I got into the elevator and ran out of the tower.

After that, I was walking slowly towards the cemetery. I could feel the avengers following me, but I ignored it. I walked into the cemetery and walked all the way to the back, where there were three headstones, one bigger than the rest, I kneeled down at the stones and smiled softly.

"Hey mom, dad, aunt May, Uncle Ben! I'm sorry. I know it's been a while, but I've been busy." I said, talking to the stones. "I was adopted! By the avengers even! It's been so much fun, and I've made a bunch of friends. Their names are Lila, Nate and Shuri!" I smiled. "Shuri and I like to build many things, we upgraded a furby to Tony's nightmares." I laughed.

"Nate Lila and I like to do our homework together. I even met back with miles! Turns out he wasn't ignoring me like he'd and MJ, but his phone had just broke." I smiled. 

"I even have a boyfriend now! He's amazing." I smiled. 

"They can be quite idiots sometimes, but I love them non the less." I smiled. "Pops, or Stephen strange, is teaching me magic. Dad, or Tony stark, and I love to build stuff together! They said that I'm going to start training with everyone else. I'm excited." I smiled widely. My smile dropped gradually and I was quiet.

"Hydra got me when aunt May died... and I got kidnapped by them again." I sighed. "I don't trust myself like I used to, and I'm scared that I'm going to hurt my family." I told them. "I'm scared." I whispered. "Tony told me that I'm not going back to foster care, but it doesn't help all that much. After what I've been through, it just makes me think of all those crappy homes." I chuckled. A breeze rushed by and it reminded me of what mom would do when I was younger.

A cold hand brushed my curls out of my face. "Oh peter, you hair is getting so long!" Mom giggled. I looked worriedly at her. "Your not mad at me for punching a kid today?" I asked. "What if I hurt you? My anger gets the best of me." I grumbled. Mom smiled at me softly. "Peter, even if you tried to kill me, I'd love you." She promised.

I heard footsteps and saw Loki come up besides me, knocking me out of my trance. I smiled and patted the spot besides me. Loki smiled and sat down. I put my arm around his shoulders and he put his head on my shoulder.

I love this boy.

Alright you little shits, you got lucky. All the comments on the last chapter made me feel bad. I may just only post this one and another tomorrow, then start back up with the frantic chapters.

Good bye assholes.