I-I just, wanted to be like you

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I was freaking out. I could just get somebody else, they're probably already on their way....but what if they hurt each other by then?

I can't risk my identity-no.

Family is more important than some stupid identity.

I clenched my eyes shut and Webbed then down by their ands and legs. "Please! Be calm!" I yelled. Everyone and everything went silent. I opened my eyes and saw shocked faces.

"You're Spider-Man." Bucky whispered. I bit my lip and nodded. "This all makes sense! You can speak Russian, you're a kid, you fight so well, you have powers, it's no wonder you're from hydra!" Bucky yelled.

"DONT FUCKING SAY THAT NAME!" I yelled slowly backing up. "Peter calm down." Bucky said.

"Peter?" A shocked voice came from the doorway. My eyes widened and all of the avengers with Tony and Stephen in the room. "No." I whispered, voice cracking. "Peter, calm down bud." Tony told me. I started crying and held a hand up to my eyes. I kept slowly backing up until I reached the window.

I quickly tapped my spider necklace and my suit transformed. Tony went pale as a ghost when he remembered that he shot me. The big section missing reminded him.  I ripped my mask off of my head. "I'm sorry dads." I whispered, still crying. I swiped a finger down the middle of my chest and one of the arms broke the window. I put my mask back on quickly.

"Peter!" Everyone yelled. I quickly jumped out the window and swung away. I swung until i was almost out of web fluid, then i descended down. As soon as my feet touched the ground, I crumbled and clutched my head. I was in an alley and I had to lean up against the wall to steady myself. 

I was crying my eyes out and my mind was moving a million miles a minute.

"Peter?" A voice asked. I quickly looked over and back away until I found the idiot. "Wade." I whispered. He ran over to me and dropped his katanas. He ripped my mask off and saw me crying my eyes out.

He hugged me and my shaky hands hugged him back.

"I'm an asshole wade." I whispered. He sat me down carefully and sat beside me, putting his hand behind my head in case I lammed my head against the wall.

"What happened?" He asked me. "Steve and Bucky had nightmares, and were getting violent because they both thought the other was... shit I can spit out the name.... and I was the only one who could stop them and so I webbed them down and they figured my identity out and that I'm from..." I tried to say the name but it was mentally impossible for me. 

Wade rubbed my back reassuringly. 

"Spider-Man?" A voice asked. I catered my head and wade looked up since he had his mask on. "Thank god-it's just daredevil." Wade told me. I sighed in relief and looked up to him. "So you're the famous spider-man." Daredevil chuckled. I nodded and looked down.

"What happened?" He asked. "Family problems." I whispered. "Damn, and you're all the way over here?" Daredevil asked. I tossed my web formula container at him. "Empty." I sighed.  Daredevil hopped down from the roof. "My place is around here, if you want to follow me we can go there." Daredevil said. 

"I don't want to intrude..." I trailed off. He scoffed. "I live alone. Besides, I can trust you with my identity since you have given me yours." He told me. I smiled softly and took his out stretched hand. I slipped my mask on and climb halfway up the wall. "Give me your hand." I yelled to wade.

He cheered and I flung him onto the roof. I did the same to daredevil just less violent. We ran across the roofs until we reached a certain building. We climbed in through the window and we all sat down at the table

My phone was blowing up but there was only one number I cared about.


My baby❤️

Peter! Come back! Please!

Spider boyfriend 

Hey love, I'm sorry.

My baby❤️

Why Won't  you come back? Everyone is freaking out looking for you!

Spider boyfriend 

I'm sorry baby, I'm with DeadPool and daredevil. I'm safe

My baby❤️

When are you going to come back? I need my cuddles!


I laughed softly at the text. "Who are you texting?" Wade asked. "My boy." I smirked. Wade gasped and his fingers went over his mouth. 


Spider boyfriend 

I'll come back when everyone cools down


All of a sudden I heard what sounded like repulsers. Wade and daredevil were up faster than the speed of light.

Spider boyfriend 

Tony's here, might be home sooner than expected


I put my mask on and Tony charged in through the window wade forgot to close. I gave wade a stare and he put his hands up in defense. 

"Peter, what happened? Why did you leave?" Tony asked. I buried my head in my hands and moved up to tangle my hands into my hair. "Are you mad at me for what I did?" He whispered. 

"No-no.. I'm not mad at you." I told him. He looked immediately relieved. "I-I'm going to go guys... DeadPool you know where to find me." I chuckled. He laughed and waved while daredevil  waved slightly.

Tony took me to the roof where we sat down."Why...? Why did you become Spider-Man?" Tony asked. I looked up to him and smiled softly. 


"I just wanted to be like you." I told him. He shook his head. "No- you are better than me Peter! I don't go kick alien ass for fun- I do it to prove to myself that I'm not the villain!" He yelled at me. I scoffed. "And what about me?!" I yelled at him. "I was a fucking science project kept in a lab for a year. I have no right to complain next to Bucky, but I'm not the only one who needs to prove that I'm not bad!" I yelled at him. He flinched.

"When I escaped...I killed nine people." I whispered, burying my face in my hands. "I know they deserved it, but still....it haunts me." I whispered. Tony looked at me in a shocked face.

"I ran away because I thought you would be pissed at me. I hiked my identity from you for selfish reasons." I scoffed. "I-I'm sorry Tony...you can send me back to foster care...I deserve it...I've caused to much trouble." I smiled sadly at him. 

Tony looked at me with even more shock before getting up. 

"Come on kid, we are going to go have some coco and a long conversation with your pops."





*author dancing around her school room while my brother judges me across the room*

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