LMAO just looked at my last entry and all I had to say about a literal pandemic was "dunno whatever anyway"
Uh chile mere
Anyway
So last entry was March 20th, which was way sooner than I thought. I honestly don't even remember writing that one. But yeah sooo John and I started dating on March 26th :) 2021 (duh) and just like ahhhh
Can you believe it??
Just too soon ago like a few months I was still getting over michael, I was doing bad last semester.
But this semester has been so good.
Got my varsity points/letter
Has so much fun at practice
Talked to people
Have friends in school ! People I talk to IN SCHOOL!!!!!
My grades are uhhhh hahahah idec bc I'm doing well in life
I have an amazing boyfriend (and he's pretttty cute too and a good kisser ngl lol)
So so so so so much less anxiety across the board and it feels amazing
Obviously I am who I am and I do suffer from some anxiety but oh my it is so so so much better.
On a more serious note; my grandpa on my moms side passed on April 8th.
He went to the hospital for his back I think maybe early March, and while he was there they found stage 4 liver cancer that had spread, and they couldn't get him strong enough to go on radiation pills. It was very sudden. Very unexpected. Very random. Very quick.
It's like he was diagnosed and then 2 weeks later passed, and that's just insane to me. Like, let's say he never went to the hospital for his back and therefore never diagnosed the cancer; would he have still died that day?? It's just so odd to think about.
I don't really wanna get into it all much bc I tend to get anxiety about it (is that better or worse than crying idk)
So yea. I love you Gramps.
Been going to floodgate, that's been alright. Things are different as I've said way before, so idk. Don't even get me started on songwriting group or my own music.
Yeah man idk what else. Took the SAT. My birthday is Wednesday. Had my gymnastics banquet last night and got the "Most Improved" plaque :))) School is meh.
One of these days I gotta tell you guys more about John lol.
Bye for now tho
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Meredith's Thoughts Volume IV
Non-FictionYou know how it be down in Mere town. Welcome back. (If you haven't read Mere's Thoughts 1-3 they're still here and I'd suggest reading those first to get some background knowledge if you care haha)
