still.

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It was been a year and 8 months since he broke up with me, and I still think about it every day.
I can barely remember him but I remember how he made me feel, especially the bad feelings because sometimes I still feel them. And if me, who's thought of him every day for the past year and 8 months and I barely remember him; he has probably forgotten all of me. Or he has me labeled as how I acted when I was overwhelmed by emotions last year. And that's even worse because that's not who I am. 
Words scar.
I know this is ridiculous, I know everything anyone could say about this. But whenever I try to be over it, I just feel like I'm lying to myself.

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