Meredith's Thoughts Volume IV

NYE

AIGHT ITS FUCKIN 2020 AHHHH WHATTTTT IS FUCKIN UPPPPPP WE YEEEETIN OVER HERREEEE
not really.
So long story short me and Erika went to zacs house for New Year's Eve, it was me Erika zac nathan Emma and eventually Tre.
Things were weird bc I wanted to uhhhhh
I'm just gonna fuckin say it
Like get on top of nathan the whole night but yeah I didn't (obviously bc I would've updated sooner) and then tre came over and it was AWKWARD bc we've been talking ya know like flirty even tho I don't like him so basically I'm a dick wad for that. But yeah. And I wanted nathan to be my New Year's Eve kiss but, you know how it be he didn't really talk with me at all while we were there. Then we left around 1am and went back to Erika's and fast forward a little laterrrrr
I was a dumbass bitch !!🤩🥳😎🤗🎉🎊🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
Yo wtf happened to my FONT WHAT UHHHHH
ok then um idk how to fix this soooo
I'll bold it maybe it'll be easier to read? Omg what is happening. Wattpad you good?
Anyways.
I decided to ask Tre "can I ask you something weird you don't gotta answer if you don't want lol" and he was like ya sure and I was like "dom or sub😂" and yes I KNOW WHAT A DUMBASS OBSESSED BITCH I AM BUT ITS ALREADY BEEN DONE. and fiiirst hahah im sorry but uh he said Sub and I kinda wanted to kms. Just saying.
Then we did da thing, I sent NO pictures I promise on my LIFE.
I mean he was good but likeeee uhhhh I don't like the kid? Soooo awk.
Then it kinda happened again last night. Oop. That time was better but also wayyyyy worse. I won't go into detail. Worse as in I hated it eventually but better as in what he said in beginninggggg oops.
So yeah.
Idk what imma do about this bc I don't like the kid and he said he wanted to date me and lowkey said I love you and uhhhhhhh idk what to do at all!!!
So I think I'm gonna talk to him tonight about it but idk, wish me luck buckaroos.