I'm like so frustrated and annoyed
I wanna be more involved in youth group and be part of like the ~"older kids"~ who kinda help lead and are with the actual leaders
I feel like I used to be part of it but then this whole thing came around and my seniority and everything got swept from under me
And it's annoying bc like zac and Michael and whoever are introduced as being leaders when I've never seen them do any leading and I don't need to be preached by them bc I'm at their same level(?) sounds ignorant but idk
And I just get shafted bc yea I'm more quiet I'm not the person who's all extroverted and getting people to play games and stuff (and neither are the other high schoolers like bruh !!!!) but I wanna talk with people
Hell I've done a sermon and nobody else except nathan and zac have done a sermon and no offense but those were half assed.
I just don't know what to do and how to like work my way back up bc I don't want to be part of like.... ahhh how do I explain.... like I don't wanna be part of the "main" youth bc I feel like I have so much to share and idk also I just miss feeling like I belong.
I don't have any friends there anymore
I love talking to the leaders but ya know I can't like hang around them like they're a friend friend bc they gotta be with everyone ya know
So idk.
Just frustrated and don't know who to talk to about it.
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Meredith's Thoughts Volume IV
Non-FictionYou know how it be down in Mere town. Welcome back. (If you haven't read Mere's Thoughts 1-3 they're still here and I'd suggest reading those first to get some background knowledge if you care haha)
