Something strange is happening in my head and my idk soul? And idk what is going on and don't think I should listen to it so like. I'm just chilling? I'm not fighting it I am just sitting still and not making any decisions. I think the growing up is happening and maybe me realizing the things I used to do like, since they happened at a specific time with/about a specific person I'm relating it to those emotions or way of thinking?
Wait nope nope just remembered something they said.
Why am I so confusing damn.
I am growing he is not.
Don't ponder why things happened what happened who did or didn't do what how things happened when things happened where it all went wrong or anything.
It happened.
There is no use analyzing that part of the past because you can't apply knowledge to their character, only yours. And you know what to learn from to improve yourself, no use blaming anything on anything because that won't help.
I woke in beasstt mooodddeee
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Meredith's Thoughts Volume IV
Non-FictionYou know how it be down in Mere town. Welcome back. (If you haven't read Mere's Thoughts 1-3 they're still here and I'd suggest reading those first to get some background knowledge if you care haha)