I had a very short season of happiness. And I question if the 2-3 years of sadness before were worth barely 5 months of contentment. John and I broke up on June 25th, one day before what would've been our 3 month anniversary. I don't know if I have the energy to talk in depth about it all bc I'm crying right now. I thought I was doing good, fine, ok. And then I get free time to think about everyone and I'm not. And it's not just John. It's gymnastics it's eríka it's friends it's how things are at home.
So.
Dear John,
I'm glad you have the time to do all those things but have no time For me.
I'm glad you opened up to someone who used to be our mutual friend but never to me.
I'm glad you talk to her for 2 hours about life but never mentioned me. She didn't even know we had broken up.
I can't finish this list or I'm going to have a mental breakdown.
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Meredith's Thoughts Volume IV
SaggisticaYou know how it be down in Mere town. Welcome back. (If you haven't read Mere's Thoughts 1-3 they're still here and I'd suggest reading those first to get some background knowledge if you care haha)
