The inner workings of my mind

hidden emotions

Am I angry? 

Yes

Do have the ability to scream as loud as I want to and hope no one hears me?

Not in a million years

I'm not angry because of the things that's happened in my past...I've accepted it 

NO, I am angry because YOU lied to me

I'm filled with hate and rage because you believed that lying to me would make me stay with you

so now I sit at home by myself repeating that none of this was my fault

Why did you lie?

You could have simply told the truth and talked to me but instead you stabbed me in the back and continued to twist the knife deeper

Did you love me?

I would ask you this question but I can't take anymore pain from what this was

Every time I told you that I love you I would look into your eyes hoping it would never end

But when you said it i could feel the distance slowly increasing by the day

Now knowing the truth I will never let you come back int my life