The cost of loving someone endlessly is knowing that despite all the trials and tribulations, you can never erase them from your memory completely
any and everything they do only consumes you taking your soul piece by piece
And you wonder silently when will you prevail and how to overcome all of this?
The hurt of a never-ending cycle leaves you feeling empty but filled with butterflies at the very mention of their name
The overwhelming urge to release the anger you've been keeping inside wishing they would finally learn your intentions are pure and despite their best efforts you refuse to leave
WHY?
And how can you care for someone that causes nothing but destruction in your life?
It's simple, you can't, the only way to get rid of the emotions is by not caring
Show them you care and every opportunity they get they'll take advantage of you
Ignore your feelings and become as heartless as you can in public
CRY IN PRIVATE
Not because of the simple fact that no one can judge you, but only to appear strong to anyone with eyes
LIE
Lie as much as you need to until you can convince others around you that you no longer care and yea you probably always will but the only person that can know that... is you
~ ARRI ~
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The inner workings of my mind
Poetrythis is where i decided to place my poems seeing as though i tend to write a lot of them...lol so i hope you guys enjoy
