The inner workings of my mind

Letter to the ex

My mind is running a million miles a minute

But now I sit here in my room and compare those two sensual kisses to each other

A man that can't speak his mind and only manages to lie when words come out of his mouth

Tells me that he loves me but still feels the need to sleep around

Another looks me in my eyes and I know his words are true

But now what I keep thinking is that I only want you

This relationship between us will never really work

I do all of the heavy lifting and get less recognition than gum on the sidewalk

Trying to hard to show you what love truly is has become exhausting

And yet every time you look at me it's as if you beg me not to give up on us

So what am I supposed to do? 

Do I choose the man who I know can bring me happiness

Or remain with you and your manipulative ways that pull on my heart strings 

I know the man you can be and that's what hurts the most

These emotions I held in the confides of my heart want to be released

So this is the question I ask my once significant other should I continue to fight with you or are you setting me free?

       ~ARRI~